I'm scared to come out to my parents as nonbinary. What if they hate me? What if they just tell me "Your a girl, don't label yourself as that." Or "why are you thinking about that? Focus on school." I don't feel safe talking to anyone about this because they'll just think I'm a burden. I hate being here, I wish I could just stop the pain. Now I just snap at my sister sometimes and feel so guilty. I've been thinking about dying everyday and I can't stop it- I even wrote goodbye notes. I don't know what to do.