I feel like shit for not being able to get things done ,I feel like shit for the fact that I'm here and having these thoughts ,I feel like shit cause I don't got any support fromy parents though they make it seem like that ,I feel like shit cause they all talk and can't act ,i feel like shit that I get to be blamed for something I can't do ,I feel like shit cause my life is in a rocky ground and I feel like shit cause rn I think my purpose is to die ,I feel like shit cause I believe that Jesus is my purpose and also believe that death is the thing for me ,I feel like shit because I bottle things up ,I feel like shit cause I can't talk to nobody about how I feel it's always a digital platform never my friends never my family ,I feel like shit cause I just have no one it's only me in my corner,I feel like shit I don't have patience ,I feel like shit cause this feels like the end and I want it all gone I want to lay peacefully and I'm sorry to God ,siblings, those who give less than 2 f's