highschool and the IB destroyed my social life (junior). I just want to be happy right now without being lost from my more friends, its hard sustaining school and also having two jobs to cover my family expenses, as its almost poverty. I regret not fulling talking to this girl, in freshman summer, she was the most down-to-earth similar person ive ever met, she was the only girl i ever liked. i try to avoid thoughts about it as its long gone, but it reminds me that im not supposed to be in this situation, i feel like im watching my teenhood fly by with neglect of my social life, no dating or anything because of my situation. its lonely, and depressing, i feel like its too late because i only have senior year next year and i wasted core times i couldve been through for my development and social life and maturity, having connection is important as divorced arguing financially struggling parents is bad