fucking hell dude idek where to start im just so fucking tired and i can't seem to catch up no matter how hard i try. im not doing good enough for anyone not even myself and im such a failure. i am constantly at war with myself over my eating disorder and i dont ever have the energy to get everything done that i need to which makes me even more stressed out and that stress drains my energy too so its a never ending cycle where i cant win and i honestly just dont even think theres a point anymore why do i keep trying if all i do is fail?