for context i've been struggling with an eating disorder for months now. I'm modeling for my friends fashion show, and I didn't eat all day so i could feel confident for it. but then my friend was measuring me and basically being omg ur waist is so tiny like whatever and i'm just scared because like the show is not until the beginning of june but i'm scared i'm gonna gain weight between that time. like my weight is always fluctuating and right now it's pretty low but i'm scared if i gain like 5 pounds between then like my friend is gonna judge and the clothes he fit for me won't fit. this is such a non issue but it's been in my mind all day and i just need to get it out. i'm so scared of gaining weight between the time of now and then