Anonymous
Ive been feeling so damn overwhelmed lately with responsibility.. Like, my grandoa is aggressive to my grandma for no reason at all, always has been, so im cycling between looking for a job, being a support to her, stressing outbover my own diagnosed mental health issues and finding a way to get her out of this apartment, and ON TOP OF THAT, when I think of her moving out and my grandfather staying alone with my no use brother, I get this immense feeling of guilt as if I owe him to stay there and live with him cause he and grandma raised me even though I need my own space too and I do not know what to do... Like... I want to help because I feel guilty and my brother wont do anything to help around, but I also want and need to leave as well and my grandma does too, she needs peace because as much as I love my grandfather for the memories, he IS controlling to her and she deserves better... I just wish I didnt instinctively put all that responsibility on me all the time...