I hate that I get like this. I didn't respond correctly...you get annoyed...I can tell...and suddenly, I can't talk. Like it feels like my body has made it physically impossible to speak. I try, I really try, but it feels like there's a vice grip on my vocal chords, which makes me more stressed because I know the silence will only make you more upset. I've tried to explain this to you in the past, but you probably don't remember. I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm not trying to be mean, I want to talk...but I can't. I don't know how to fix this part of me, and I hate that it gets me in trouble