Im tired of doubting myself over and over agin obsessing over every small mistake anxious about every confrontation (even when its not supposed to be one) I wish i could just control my emotions but to do that i have to be able to trust my intuition but i cant do that because guess what my problem is the very fact that i CANT TRUST MYSELFY at least not on a subconscious level i keep running around in circles worrying and worrying and imagining scenarios thinking of the worst any time anything happens. I m not able to stop and its making things worse for me which is making it even harder to let go of this. Im stuck in a viscious cycle always afraid always scared about how im gonna feel scared and afraid in the future.
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