I’m still sitting here I feel like a rat in a cage Clawing at the outdoors I want to run out I can’t handle this at 10 AM they’ll probably say I have 20 cavities I am so scared chairs are empty but here I sit at the front of the room like an idiot I want my mom so bad maybe I’m just used to the fancier dentist i keep telling myself if Christina Koch can orbit the moon I can do this but I really don’t think I can I didn’t take my anxiety medicine so I’m like tweaking on nerves there’s also little kids back here by themselves not acting like me but I read some awful reviews but my mom said to do it anyway that she knows what she’s doing but I DONT THINK SHE DOES I miss my old dentist and the one before him I had my own room and they were nice or just got the job done I didn’t have to wait in two separate waiting rooms I feel like my heart is going to jump out and run but my mom texts me and says are you ok NO BECKY IM NOT OKAY I DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE