i wanna die so bad, im going through so much and everyone in my family ends up making it about themselves. i say im going through depression they say well what abt me. i say im going through ed or self harm or wtv they say what abt me. like i do not give a damn abt u i told you so that you could support me and you just dismiss me and think how can i link this back to me. like shut up, your my mum and my older brother i dont have anyone else in my family im the youngest. i want to just end it and you guys make it abt you. i just want to talk to someone. please just listen and take into consideration what might be good for me