Lost my ID card. Should have called immediately. Waited two weeks instead. Lost and found doesn't have it. Gotta buy another one for $60. Completely forgot to show up for work. Looks like I'm fired. Haven't called yet. Should do that. On my period. Pain. Missed appointments. Haven't been sleeping well. First, I had nightmares and then I couldn't get it back together. Gotta call. Gotta pick up meds. Room is a mess. Been eating out too much because I keep putting off buying groceries. Putting off everything. Never paid for school. No parents. FAFSA doesn't like that. Was supposed to have meeting to talk about that. Forgot. Probably fucked now. Google says I still have time, but I feel like that's not true. Who knows though. Want to relapse on cutting. It feels good. Stable. I like looking at my arm. It's comforting. I shouldn't. It will only make the brain fog worse and I have too much shit to do. Trying to apply to art gallery. No response yet. Whoops.