I've recently realized I've been ræped when I was little. It makes me so hurt that the memory is so foggy to where I can't even remember his face or name, it makes me feel like a liar yet I KNOW this happened. I was abt 5-8 and me and my big brother went to a family friend's house to stay a few days and this boy (my grapist) was about 10-12 and he was nice at first but then he led me to this room (i think it was a laundry room?) and all i really remember was him telling me to take off my clothes and him trying put his junk in my trunk (iykyk). For some reason, I don't think I had said anything but I feel gross just writing this. I'm sorry if i sounded unserious while writing this, idrk how else to really cope and get this out properly. Ty for reading if you did and if you went through anything similar, just know that you are valid, loved and you'll heal. ❤❤