I hate how sensitive I am, how I cry so easily about my grades. My grades are the only thing that define me. I always try and pass my best friend but I never will, she's smart, pretty, and always good at everything. Even my parents love her. Why never me? Its always "okay" never "I'm proud!" You care so much about other children then your own. When I vent to that one person they always reply with something sexual. Why not calm me down or let me vent? I'm so tired.