I never feel like I fit in anywhere. I kinda hate myself all the time I don’t fit with what I’m studying. I’ve never really fit in at school and it’s not like I’m weird or something or that I don’t have friends because I do. I just don’t have the friendships that I see around me. I don’t have people. I can just tell things to. I don’t have a Bestie like that I don’t feel like I’m surrounded by people who support me I’m constantly stressed and sending signals that I’m struggling and yet the people around me don’t reach out and they ignore it. I study so hard and I’m so interested in the topic. I’m studying yet. I’m not succeeding. I do everything right everything that you’re told you need to do in order to be successful and fit in and do all of it and I’m still not enough sucks for a while. I blamed other people because I couldn’t understand but it’s starting to feel like it’s me. I can’t be open with people because I don’t trust them. I don’t let people support me because they don’t re