im so tired, im expected of so little yet it feels like so much. im homeschooled which should make my life and learning easier because theres hardly any pressure put on me, but every time i want to focus on my work my cognitive issues just seem to ruin everything for me. im always distracted, i keep skipping over words when i read and im always unable to process everything properly when its school related. i feel like i have nobody to relate to, i feel alone, and i know i have to push through it but i have no idea how im supposed to when i feel completely and physically unable to do so. i just wish i was born differently, i dont want to be the way that i am. im exhausted even though i have done nothing with my life. at this point im positive im never going to get out of this hole. i feel so stuck and hopeless