im so scared. my friend disappeared entirely like two days ago. ive emailed him relentlessly. he deleted his tiktok account and his discord account. there was no last message, no 'i need space', no 'ill be going offline for a while'. hes just gone. completely. im scared that hes gonna try to khs again. im scared. hes my best friend. hes the one who tells me 'you got this'. i dont know what happened. i noticed he was feeling low, sure, but it didnt seem that bad. i called with him just hours before i realised he disappeared. now im thinking, did i do something wrong? could i have made it better? but i cant even ask that BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. im under the impression that something really bad happened to him. i know him. he wouldve told me. i think. i dont know anymore. i think i knew him. i think i do know him but hes just gone and i dont fycking know. im scared. im scared he wont come back. im scared that im gonna lose my best friend forever. where is he? wheres my bee?