I need to get help. Someway, somehow, I need help. I have relapsed my self-harming over five times this year, and I don't know what to do. I truly need to stop. My parents are going to find out at some point, and then I'll just be in deeper shit than I am already in now. I just need a moment where everything can stop. Just for like- thirty seconds. I just need thirty seconds where I can feel like my heart and mind can have a break. Where I can just breathe. When will I ever get those thirty seconds?