you ever just feel like the one person you wanted to believe in you doesnt, no matter what i fucking do there is always this distrust because of every idiotic stupid person in her life who gives her advice. maybe saying im in the wrong and how she shouldnt be apologizing cause shes the granda. fuck this stupid fucking idiotic life bro. i wish i was dead. no matter what i say she never believes in me and when i joke and feed into her lies its like she was finally proven right and she was always right. thats what pisses me off the most cause she isnt right shes always been in the wrong about me since day fucking one. never took time to understand me NOT ONE FUCKNG TIME. this is wrong for me to say but i wish she could fucking die and be gutted right in front of me. i want to be the one gutting her, stripping her of any rightousness she thinks she has. its all a lie which she has been hiding behind for many years. somene end her pls, she stains the world and everyone on her side.