I'm not homophoic but it feels weird when my brother who doesn't have a job, needs help putting on his own shoes and moving a small table in his room, and has autism and is influenced easily is buying cat pantyhoes and fake silicon boobs and I don't want to tell my mom that I feel like my brother us kinda a weirdo but when he started telling her all this she's just like it runs in his family and there's not anything we can do about. I've also just felt like recently my feeling are all put aside because I had to grow up fast and act like an adult at a young age because my mom wanted a perfect assistant so anytime I have emotions or want to cry I have to hide it and cry at night so i don't know what to do anymore and I just feel like I wish my life was more normal.