Rant #1523

i have a test in 8 hours and i still havent learned anything and i also want to sleep but my mind doesnt let me do either. im scared that my dad is gonna get mad at me and beat me up or something because im doing really fucking bad in school. i dont know what to do anymore. i cant do anything. i want to but i cant.. i try to but i cant. i just want this to stop. i want to be better at life :( i want to be a better person