i’ve given up on my promotion for manager at my job. every meeting is a constant reminder that my adhd will always be a burden to me. i can’t get medicated for countless reasons and no matter how much i love this job and want to grow and grow old here, i can’t make a living out of it. i’ll never be able to be manager. i watch as others who i think don’t deserve it grow and grow and im stuck here. stuck being nothing, and i think im the one who wants it to the most. i want to be a manager, but ill never have it. all because of my stupid adhd.