i hate that i am basically the 2nd useful/dependent person in this family. Since elementary school, i was given such parental roles and responsibilities that i have blocked from my memory and people i grew up with had to tell me that i did. Throughout high school, i could BARELY hang out with friends, i’d always get the excuse “you need to watch your siblings while im at work” and last summer (keep in mind i was 19 than and 20 now) i decided i was fed up, started “rebeling” staying out late, coming back home days later and i’ve been doing that ever since cuz im at the age where i genuinely cannot have these responsibilities stop me from living life. It’s just soooo annoying that my mom still gives me responsibilities that ANYBODY in the house is capable of (except for my younger sister) she babies everyone and here i am ready to move out (this is all over the place sorry)