Im so done. SO SO SO SO SO SO SO DONE!! I want to throw a fit. I want to scream and yell and kick. I want to cry and sob and punch. I want to throw and stomp and grab. I want to fall to my knees in the rain in an empty street and just scream and sob. That's what I would say. but really? I just want to go to my boyfriend and sob. and tell him Im sorry. and tell him how horrendous everything but him feels. Call me crazy or obsessed. but that's all I really want. I want him to hold me and let me sob, but I want him to be able to come and vent to me. But I also want to see him happy. I love him. but I'm done with everything else. I still want to cry, but I cant stand crying alone. I don't want attention. I just want to be held.....