Due to depression I gained weight until 50kg, my mom said I was fat, I developed an ed and lost 5 kg in 2 months, now she say that I m pretty and skinny and that’s good that I lost weight. I can never be loved at a healthy weight, 50 kg wasn’t even that high… I still think I m huge and I need to lose more weight. I feel like if i m fat, my mom will never love me, and it’s true