im usually sociable but i feel like i havent had a real conversation in days. i eat breakfast lunch and dinner with my family, but i don't get any messages from my friends unless i text first and i'm stuck in my room too dysfunctional to do my work but with too much work to get up and go speak with my family. every message i get feels detached, almost like i'm not talking to a real person, and it hurts to think about asking someone to talk to me longer because i'm desperate for human interaction. i know they'll do it if i ask, but it just feels so pathetic, and it'll just make me feel like all my friends are fake. i feel like i'm sitting here doing absolutely nothing, flipping between my work, my music and my social media, and nothing is happening on my work and nothing is happening on my messages.