i feel like im not cared for by other people. I know i am, but... I just dont feel it. I dont feel like im loved or cared for, even if i know they do. It just pisses me the fuck off. ykw? no. im noy pissed off. im depressed because i dont feel like i can trust anyone enough so i have to come to this anon vent website. how pathetic am I? too pathetic. I hate myself and my life. Im trying SO hard to not relapse or anything ut it gets to a point!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! QAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! i hate this!! i hate everything!! I just wish someone would push past when i say im okay. i wish someone would gently but firmly make me talk. i want to talk. i want to tell the truth, but i just.. cant. i get scared because im a fuckking pussy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!