I have never been on a date or in a relationship and as someone who is approaching 30 years old, it really bums me out especially when most people I know are in relationships or going on dates. It makes me feel like I’m undesirable and unworthy of love or being loved. As if something were deeply wrong with me and everyone else can tell but me. I’ve always felt rather lonely because of this and am starting to believe that maybe there is in fact something wrong with me and that I’m meant to be alone for the rest of my life. I’ve tried dating apps and meeting people in person however, nothing ever came out of it other than momentarily having a minor crush on someone or matching (but not meeting). I have so much love to give but given how the current dating market is and how no one my age genuinely wants to commit, it’s been very difficult to even remotely try and find my person. I want to get married and have a family but, I don’t feel like that’s eventually going to happen.