I don’t feel like myself anymore. I’m usually the kind of person who acts happy, cheerful, and like everything is okay with life, but right now it doesn’t feel real. After my girlfriend/boyfriend broke up with me, something in me just feels off and I can’t even properly understand what’s going on inside my own head. I keep wondering if I did something wrong, if I’m the problem, or if I’m just… not enough for people. My days all blur together. I wake up, go to school, sit through it, then go to work, then come home and just repeat everything again. The only thing I really do outside of that is art, and even that doesn’t always feel like it means anything. Most of the time I just end up scrolling, watching anime, reading, sleeping too much, or just laying in bed doing nothing because I feel drained in a way I can’t explain. I keep thinking about my life and it feels messy in my head. My grades aren’t good, my parents aren’t together, and I don’t really have people I feel close to anymor