i never felt so lonely, it’s eating me alive. up until my birthday i guess ive expected a little bit more support on this day, but it feels even more lonely. no one was here to celebrate, up until the morning i was crying and even start relapsing again. it’s terrible, i just wish some people would at least give up the amount i would for them and it’s just..it made me realized how much i shouldn’t belong here i don’t feel supported i don’t feel appreciated. Im so tired of this and im so tired of being tired. It’s a never ending cycle and i feel like it wont stop until i put an end to it. i feel like throwing up. i wish i could get better
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