Anonymous
its getting bad again . i nvr rly struggled w cutting or stuff like that . but have never felt the need to relapse so badly . i feel like i have no one in my corner nd im js doing this alone again . nd theres a part of me that rly wishes i could take away these feelings nd my actions,but who would i be if i didnt feel the way i do nd do wht i did ? its all js too much nd im honestly thinking abt committing . theres rly only 1 person i can think of that would be able to convince me not to do it . but even then thats a reach . i have so many letters to do bcs id feel 10x worse if i said goodbye w/out one last word . but at the end of the day,do they deserve my careful words when they were the ones who left me alone ? i think abt it everyday nd im trying oh so hard not to do it for another week or two,but god its getting so hard .