I have Anorexia Nervosa and I think its a disorder thats eating me. I think every time that I skip a meal, when I don't even take a bite my body starts to eat itself, and starts to rot inside. Its horrible. But the thing is that if I eat I start to violently throw up. It seems like there's no point of eating since I'm just getting waste it by vomiting. I don't understand, it all started in 4th grade when I decided to skip lunch at the cafeteria because my school didn't have any common sense and a teacher tried to send me to fat camp. My mom told me that I'm not even overweight, and I'm average. I was 4,10ft and weighed 81 pounds. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY DID THE PEOPLE THAT I THOUGHT WAS SMART THINK SO DUMB OF ME. I was scared to eat in front of my teachers and students so I just stopped, saying that I'm not hungry. What happened now? I'm 16 years old 5,6ft, and weigh the same amount of pounds, 81 pounds. I think I really am dying, I don't know, I don't know, I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW.