Anonymous
My health is getting worse I feel like day by day. I think I'm rotting inside and slowly outside, as I've been ghosting all my friends, slipping grades and eating less. Gosh eating makes me feel guilty. I did get diagnosed with depression months ago and I'm not sure if its coming back. I want my medicine back. I'm scared to lose people but its just me, losing them. Its my fault for not speaking anymore to then. Its painful to grab my phone. I don't even get anymore messages, I've been stuck at 8 notifications for at least 4 months, and they are just my mom or scam callers. I had A+ or A's every grade, but now, in 9th grade, I'm dying, its hell, I'm a failure. Teachers probably look down at me as a dumb stupid idiotic child, which I probably am. I also am dealing with an abusive partner that I left, don't worry but its scary. Why are they threatening me when I was just defending myself, that I didn't want to send photos. I'm not important, people just use me, I'm a last place medal kid.