Thanks to my sister I now feel suicidal and homicidal because she bothered me just to ask me to stop making throw up sounds in my bedroom with the door closed. I think it's weird my sister thinks it's ok to control what I do in my bedroom with the door closed she said can you please stop making throw up she said because it makes her gag and I was like no because it's my bedroom. I kept saying it's weird and I don't control her when she is in her bedroom.Well if she has a problem with what I'm doing she needs to kill herself because she is the problem here for making me the problem. I wish she died. She bothered me she is the one that fucking bothered me and I didn't do anything to her and if I talk to a person on 988, I will want to kill them because they upset me for talking over me. I want to kill them for being so rude to me and doing most of the talking.I can't go on crisis text line and I can't go to the emergency room because people are the reason I feel suicidal and homicidal.