Anonymous
I used to be really good at talking to people in like elementary school but for a really long time now I feel stuck anytime I am having a conversation with someone that isn't direct family. I don't have any friends irl or online and I've been starting to go onto stuff like discord and talking with people on there bc I thought maybe it would help me get better at talking to people and maybe I could make some friends but I think I just can't do it. I never know what to say and when I do think of something I end up deleting it because I think that the other person will think I'm weird or trying to hard or something idk I hate being alone all the time. I just wish I had more people my age to talk to but every time I try it like someone is covering my mouth and I just can't say what I want to. I wish I was like I was in elementary school when I wasn't as anxious all the time and could just make friends like it was nothing. I just don't want people to hate me or think I'm weird.