i didnt get into leadership. but my friend did. im not jealous but it feels so wrong. she barely put any effort into her essay while i worked so hard to finish it and make it amazing. it’s all because she has connections with the leadership teacher. im really bummed out bcz i thought this would be a good opportunity to show that i have what it takes to be a leader. and yes my friend is amazing and she’s a natural leader but it kinda hurts you know. to lose an opportunity you tried so hard for to another person who didn’t really try. and it hurts sm because they said i have good qualities that could make me a good leader but it was just a mass email…so what if i super close to getting in but the slots were taken….or what if i was just rejected because my essay and application wasnt even close to standards….or what if it was good but my teacher recommendations tanked it….or what if they thought it was ai because i can use dashes properly….so many things in my control that i couldve fixed