All Rants

Randomly thinking this but if you can't be anything else, at least be kind. You don't know what another person is dealing with inside and behind closed doors.

My family causes so much drama. To the point I was literally dreaming last night "I don't want any fucking drama ok stop it" or something like that. It's that bad. EVERDAY it's them causing it mostly. If I wanted drama I'd watch a soap opera. Ok. I need peace. Today? They made drama (so far as of now) over getting effing fast food AND Being told the truth of how they act when the one is drunk. Yet as they say "truth hurts" and turn it around on me saying why I can't I never talk you blah blah blah. Uh...you were I was just telling you the truth of the way you act drunk and you get all butt hurt and blame me for being the problem and say I interrupt them talking when they're THE WHOLE FREAKING CONVERSATION. GEEZ. oh but I'm the one in the wrong here huh? They're unstable with mood swings especially seemingly today. Why me sigh :(

my parents constantly fight, or my dad isn't home and my mom is pushy, and family issues, and my sister is a teen so she obviously has issues, and I walked into my living room and heard my dad said something about getting a nine to five, to my mom, and my mom was crying and told me to go back to my room, he walked out before we saw each other, but I think I should be used to it, because they do this a lot.

im such a failure that i cant even successfully end it

I feel so fucking empty to the point where I'd rather be BLEEDING and TORTURED just to feel something, not only that, I'd rather vomit ALL of my organs out than continue to feel this fuckass emptiness for the rest of my life, I'd rather slice my own self in half, have a thousand knives cut my skin in small, agonizing cuts, have someone literally BEATING ME UP endlessly than feel this fuckass empty void feeling in my chest

I have hyperthermia or whatever it is, can't wear anything. im either insecure or sweaty all the time!!!!!!!!

What's something everyone seems to accept that you think is wrong? Popular People Being abnoctious

Yesterday I was inline for my class outside the door and this kid came up to another kid in the line (the kid who came up was noah and the kid in line with me was daniel) so noah was pulling on daneils backpack hanging thing at the top, and long story short i went like "nah you gotta do it like this" so i pulled hard and daneil slammed into the lockers, i had no intention of doing any of this on purpose. but basically down the hall mr. morris saw me and then my teacher came out of the classroom daniel exsplained the situation and after class i got pulled aside and we talked it over with my teacher, i came out of it not being written up and have a lunch detention to reflect on what i did!! but i have a feeling my life is ruined from a little playing around bc now mr. morris hates me and there were popular kids waiting in line with me so i know my life is ruined bc the whole school will find out 😭

I'm disabled, and I don't think I'd survive without my mum, but she's the problem so often. Every suicidal thought has been from an argument with her. I'm sorry I need help eating. I'm sorry I need help bathing. I'm sorry I'm sorry and I'm so sick of being sorry.

My friend has an ed. So do I. I've recently figured out that she has been complaining about me reposting on MY VENT ACCOUNT about my struggles with my ed. She has ana, I have mia. Two diffrent disorders. And a mutual friend told me she said that I cant be talking since I dont "look sick" like her. It was extremely hurtful to hear that since me and her were so close before. We used to call and fall asleep together, talk to eachother all the time, and just love eachother in general. I wish we were how we used to be again. I miss my friend. I loved her so much and I just want her back, the old her, not the new her who glares anytime someone tries to speak. I want my love back.

I hate school so much. I'm so bad at it and school is starting to get really serious this year. I'm so bad at math. Everydqy I get home and my mom is yelling at me about math. I just don't understand it whatsoever. I'm at like a grade 3 math level, no joke. I'm in high-school. I wish we prioritized English and stuff as a society mire than maths and sciences, since im okay at English. Ugh I hate it sm. I've been panicked all day since I have the end of school and stuff coming up so I can't even get a good night's sleep.

it's been almost a year since my ex-friend suddenly left our mutual friend group chat over an immature reason and here i am, still angry at her. she was *23* YEARS OLD AND INSTEAD OF COMMUNICATING LIKE THE ADULT SHE WAS, SHE PREFERRED VENTING AT ME WITH HER DISCORD STATUS. she found a new friend group that shared her interest in sexualizing "niche fictional character(s)". she would constantly talk about either "niche character(s)" or her new friends, leaving little to no room for our friendship. it was her either infodumping or putting almost zero effort into us hanging out anymore. i had several serious seemingly productive talks with her about everything, but i guess at some point she switched up and decided her fixations mattered the most; my feelings could go disintegrate for all she cared. in the end, all i was given was no closure and the accusation of being "controlling". i genuinely cared about her but i was mistaken to think she felt the same.

Actually recently I watched a movie which name is laila and Majnu and that was sooo traumatizing idk why I feel personal and after all like right now i listens song o meri Laila 9th time

16/05/26 I feel like I am just an annoying person to others. I feel like I'm just an annoying nuisance for other people. I feel sensitive and easily drained from physical interaction through friends and others,I feel like I'm failing on my future. I am hurting myself mentally,I'm not as strong as I made people believe that I was,I can't handle physical touch too much when I don't want any. I can't handle the amount of pressure given to me,I just want to give up. Give up on life,on Interaction and..living. why was I even born? Why can't my parents have someone more better than me,I'm only just..a failure. I'm tired,I don't want to die early but I also don't want to live like this anymore. It's making my heart heavy,I feel like the only escape I get is from being alone but even staying alone means that I will only harm my mental energy on zoning out and crying all day. I'm tired,please. I just want to get all of these pressures away from me,I hate everything that's going on right now.

Having emotionally dumb parents are worse than anything bad in the universe

Happy birthday to me. My head hurts from crying.

It kinda sucks. Having a parent who completely ignores your problems or talks about their own... I'm sorry you choice to have 10 kids while poor, I'm sorry you pulled me out of school and my education is fucked, I'm sorry you sheltered me from others... But now I'm dealing with the outcome of that.

I feel so ugly and unattractive to my boyfriend. I don’t feel desired at all and compare myself to models constantly. I crave intimacy but it always fails. I cry at night wondering what’s wrong with me. I really love him but I feel so ugly.

Every night I try to sleep but I can’t, I keep thinking of awful things that have happened or worrying about the future of the world. I end up being extremely depressed and anxious so I try looking around the room to calm myself but then the darkness makes things into horrible terrifying shapes and the noises outside become so loud. I hide under my covers and cry myself to sleep every night, it’s the same cycle. Sometimes my parent makes me a drink that has melatonin in it and I knock out right away which I’m thankful for but whenever I do sleep I always have nightmares. My sleep schedule is all messed up, I haven’t slept well in so long, I’m so tired. Sometimes I feel like I’m struggling to keep breathing but I just tell myself that everything will hopefully be okay eventually. If I say it enough times, maybe I’ll somewhat start to believe it. But here I am writing this and not being able to sleep. :-(

my feet hurt so bad and i tried to hire my pregnant neighbor to help and now she is calling me racist i just need to vent because i am so upset right now and nobody understands me. my dad is screaming in the living room about how his streaming subscription bill went up five dollars and he is blaming the people down the street for being lazy. my brother is in the kitchen crying again because he lost all his savings on that dog coin crash and says the elites are out to get him. my house is a nightmare. the worst part is my feet. i have been walking around barefoot for days because i cant find my slippers and the skin on my heels is peeling off in big wet yellow flakes. there is crusty dirt and sweat stuck in the deep cracks of my soles and my toes look like sausages. they are so swollen i cant even wear my sneakers. it hurts to stand up. so i saw the girl next door outside. she is black but i dont see color i treat everyone the same. she is pregnant like really far along. she was just