All Rants

I messed up i ruin the only relationship that made me feel happy even before she blocekd me i wounld'nt be lieing by saying i felt that happyness again like everything was ok i had someone i miss her even after we both did what we did if given the chance to do it all over again i would with out one thought in my mind but shes gone and idk what to do i wanna reach out and let her know how i feel how she makes me feel but i dout it will matter she gonna block me again ik i have to let her go but ik its sad but without her idk how to move on

My older brother is an incel and i can't take it anymore, this guy has such a delusinal world view. How tf do i cope with it. The amount of influence he had on me is incredible, i can't believe he lied to me about being able to get with women. I know he doesn't get women, the guy is 165 cm obese, zero muscle mass, hates on better looking women, doesn't know shit about sex, or relationships with women. Hates on better looking men, claims i couldn't get with women at my age cause i was ugly but he himself is cancerous ugly and then proceeds to claim looks don't matter. The guy sees a couple walking on the street and not knowing if they ever fucked or not, or what their relationship status is, claims that the guy is on a date with a hooker and it's called 'girlfriend experience" LMFAO this guy is as dumb as you can get em. Please help me my head is about the explode.

For real. Keep fucking with people you're just asking for it to rain stuff down on you. I hate having the worst neighbors seemingly in the area it feels like. I don't effing know but fafo. I'm sick of people's shit.

Don't invalidate me. Ok. You'd think your family of all people would validate you but no. I was woke up again for the 5th or 6th time this fucking week. I merely get up to fix breakfast and I tell fam what's what. All theyll say it'll be alright. That's like rubbing salt in s wound. Anybody who has their sleep disturbed REPETITIVELY by others you ought to know theyre gonna be pissed. Yet they invalidate me like it's nothing. My family is like this because of it doesn't affect them they hardly had and I hate it. These shitty people that live a above us HAVE NO BUSINESS STOMPING THE FUCKING FLOOR AT 5AM IDGAF WHAT THEY IF THEY'RE GOING TO THE MOON OR NOT NOBODY SHOULD ACT LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The talking option went out the window when they reported us multiple times trying to get us evicted instead of coming and talking or leaving a note. They're a bunch of inconsiderate c#nts. Why do people have to be/act like this. I've done them no wrong. Son of a bitches. I hate ppl like this

Im kinda tired of my dad complaining about everything. -LG

i don't think i can face another school year. i self-harmed last year and had suicidal thoughts. i just thought i'd gotten better recently but i also feel trapped, because every single time i finally feel happy i relapse, and i hate myself so much. i dont realistically see myself making it to the end of this year, and i'm scared

I'm genuinely really scared rn So I used to self harm and I met a therapist for it I stopped after a while and haven't done it in a couple of months I don't know why but I feel like doing it rn and it's making me feel like crying because i know I haven't been in the best place mentally but I thought I was handling it really well

So, I've had this crush on a really cute, kind, and funny guy for over half a year, and it grew to be so big that I decided to tell him. I've never done that before, for anyone! So, on the twenty fourth of June, I wrote a letter to him and handed it to him in the afternoon at the last friday before the end of school, telling him how I felt. I was positive that he liked me back (otherwise I wouldn't have given him the letter), so I was flabbergasted when looked straight into my eyes and told me, "sorry, I not looking for someone." And you know what made it worse? Two of his friends were right next to him when he read it, and one of them was friends with one of my besties! Like, I'm just so, so... sad/mad! But I still can't even hate him!

i have like legit no redeeming qualities :'')) it's hard to imagine myself being liked by anyone (romantically), when i can't even imagine myself liking others. i just don't think i'm "worthy" enough to be liked by anyone and be interested in someone like that. there's this certain mindset of "someone would suit them better than me" i've never experienced any sort of feeling of liking or wanting to be with anyone in that manner and honestly, i don't think i ever will. it's hard to feel confident about myself when all i feel like i do is do things wrong and look like a disappointment looks-wise and personality-wise. :'))

Im really struggling with finding out this year that the person i was closest with for years and years was actually abusive and coercive in all ways you could think of. But, also at 11 they had always been more mature and developed despise being the same age and they are the reason im struggling with cocsa. They did horrible things looking bacj and i just felt like i couldnt say no out of guilt, they manipulated me and now ive got all of this in my head worsening me. I cant see a solution.

i'm so over women who get all sad because the guy they were in a situantionship with didn't want something serious. like, girl, you KNEW it wasn't serious. what the hell? why do you keep expecting more out of these guys when you know they don't want it? why do you keep saying yes when you know you want more? why are you wasting your own time and breaking your own heart? you knew what this was, but then you still want to pretend in your head that it was more???????? if you want more, say no to those guys and only go for the serious ones. the fact that you don't only shows your desperation and that you're willing to sacrifice your emotional happiness for this short term thrill and because "i looooooove him". well, he doesn't love you. he never said this was about love. that's i like about guys sometimes, they are straightforward. but nooooo, it's delulu women who only hear what they want to hear. oh, and "I can change him". ugh. you deserve your heartbreak.

why do i lie to get a laugh out of it. why do i pull pranks that go too far. why do i laugh at others pain. why do i do self harm. why am i a horrible person. should i just die already

I just want the suffering to end.

i have friends but yet im still so alone, everywhere i look, left and right everyones got a 'bestfriend'. Ive got my own trio too but i feel like its breaking apart and i am genuinely starting to feel like peter parker in the new spiderman movie, the guy who still gets up every brand new day to be peter and spiderman despite the troubles he goes through and does not give up, and I want to be like him too but its so hard. when will I ever find my person?

Everyday is just constant fights with my parents and brother I just dont want to do this anymore

I sometimes feel like there's a general impatience now in people. And I see it a lot in drivers. They don't wait anymore. They just want to barrel through, causing only more accidents. They get so much road rage and cause unnecessary harm or death when all that could have been avoided by waiting. It's like patience isn't taught anymore.

I really hope the people who bullied me at school do a Perez. Maybe I should anonymously torment them online again so that they can finally feel some shame about themselves. I'll keep messaging them "when are you going to do a Perez, bully?". I may make a new anonymous account and follow them so that I don't miss the satisfying livestreams. I don't care that we're all nearly 30. It's never too late for consequences, whether you're 30 or 48 or even 103. Watching videos of my former bullies breaking down and harming themselves would make me happier than MDMA, and there'll be no comedown either, I will be permanently ecstatic.

Going to court to allow him to destroy The White House to put in a unwanted and annoying ballroom, is evidence Trump is not a true American following the constitution.

I feel like I put so much effort into the barely hanging on friendships I have, and get none in return. I try to be the one reaching out, keeping conversations alive and all that, and yet no one feels like I myself am worthy of that. Trying to make new friendships is even worse, and I just don't know where to go from here. Sometimes it feels like people want fans more than they want friends, they just want the love and support without having to lift a finger.

The hollow feeling in my hearts gone now, not as in its been filled but more as in im living with it. I need a distraction 24/7, I had summer school, it kept me away from my thoughts. But anytime there's more than a day off, it creeps back.. my stomach hurts. Not as in im hungry, or a stomach bug. It aches for something more than whats in front of me. It turns to the left when I look at my repetitive hair, it turns to the right when I look at my unideal face thats never touched a day of makeup. It churns whenever I see my grades go down, the whole future I have planned out crashing to the ground. What if I can't do it, what if rhe universe doesnt let me do it, what if im not smart enough to do it, what if i can't do anything else after it? It scares me, having to think about everything alone. what is it that I haven't healed from that hurts the hollowness in my heart, making it deeper and bigger every second, what is it that makes my stomach rumble and churn with evrry moving step.