All Rants

To survive you gotta learn that whatever happened doesn't matter and you can always do something about it. Sometimes doing something about it looks like forgetting it, and moving on. Remember: things happen, and we move on.

You think i should be afraid to tell the truth? Ill tell the goddamn truth even as it gets as ugly as it gets. I don't give a fuck about shit.

How do people wake up everyday and go about their day? How do people do it? I don't know how. How do people feel normal? How are people able to feel normal? I don't feel normal at all, there is no peace in life? How do other people have normal family members and some just don't. Why do people need something to feel better? Why do I? Why can't i just feel good all the time or at least neutral? How do some people just have it so bad? And others have it normal. and still claim they got it worse? Why do people just not respect ugly people? Like what the fuck? You act like you're secure and then proceed to not be able to function like a normal person if you're not putting someone else down. And when someone defends theirselves they're suddenly insecure. Like no word that comes out of someone's mouth who is ugly matters at all in society. Like wtf. Even just being a bitch and letting them walk all over you isn't enough. Not reacting isn't enough cause they''ll get insecure again.

My mental health is so fucking bad it ruins my life, well actually the stuff that happened to me ruined my mental health which ruined my life like for fuck sakes dude. OMG. I don't want friendships anymore i don't want women anymore everything just sucks man. Everything is bullshit my family is shit, i isolate, i say no to socializing, nothing makes me happy anymore, i don't see myself going to a job or college anymore. Like what the fuck man What the actual fuck. Daily life is boring, just fucking gray all the time, like there is no sunshine at ALL. There is just this heavy feeling all the time where all traumatic memories come back and just ruin your day no matter if youre free or working or in class. It just sucks man. How the fuck to deal with this, like what are you even supposed to do? Shooting myself in the head, that's what i can do about it.

Save the ten-gendered man for the sheep, for the market made him envy.

WHY ARE HER TEARS MORE VALID THAN MINE BITCH??? You’llregret it one day when I get married

WTF YOU MEAN MAC BOOK SELFIES BRO

bored out of my mind and lonely. but I would rather cut off my fingers than reach out to my friends. I dont wish to be an inconvenience.

The resounding rage of multiple decades due to the fact I have never had agency, I have never had choice. It has always been a beautiful illusion and a damning reality for every single girl to grow into a woman knowing you still have the exact same power you did as a child. All because people who were stuck under the thumbs of an oppressive and abusive force and then in turn became that oppressive and abusive force all because they grew up and now “gained” the power. You might have gained power, yet you all lack the emotional understanding that you are now your fathers BY CHOICE. No one owes you shit. I’ve been raped twice by men who used porn scripts, gropped when I was child because it was their fucking right. Men are the fucking problem because they’re too scared of OTHER MEN. MEN ARE THE FUCKING PROBLEM AND I’M SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT. It honestly is a testament to the women of the world in this day and age that we HAVEN’T lost our shit the way we SHOULD, and HAVE in the past.

My family is asss Being born in an untouchable family made me a fucked up wreck. My dad is a cheater, my mom cries herself to sleeep. I FEEL absolutely horrible that my mom left her family only to end up in a cheater’s house. And then, there’s me— a fucked up ugly mf who relies on online e girls to fill that void DEEEP inside of him

I have a very strange family. I have heard some very disturbing things. I have seen some very disturbing things. All from a very young age. Whenever they talk about parents in school, specifically about how children emulate their parents, I feel so angry I could really hurt or even kill someone. I’ll never be like my parents. Even as a very young child I knew it was wrong. Yet we’re still a “loving family.” I wish I wasn’t such a pathetic coward. I wish I could stand up to them. I wish I stabbed my father that day. I’d do goddamn near anything to go back in time just to have a REASON to stab him. I can’t now. Not when he and mother are acting all innocent. It’s strange. I love my family very deeply, yet I also hate them and myself. I’ve been a golden child my entire life. Perfect grades. Perfect extracurriculars. Never in my entire life have I argued or defended myself, but that still isn’t enough, is it? One day I just want to snap. So bad. No one has any idea how close I am. Facade.

Looksmaxing ruined my life. I found out about looksmaxing in 2023 whilst on tiktok. I am not a very pretty girl, i'd say average at best, and i'd already spiralled down a bit of a rabbit hole for beauty standards prior to my discovery. I have tried everything to become more beautiful: subliminals, manifesting, working out, makeup, gua sha, etc. but I still can't shake that dread that creeps within me when I look in the mirror. I look fine in photos and in the mirror, but the second someone takes a photo of me I look vile. looksmaxing helped me realise that a lot of my features aren't biologically optimised, but at my age I think the only fix to my disgusting face is surgery that i'm way too broke for. I see beautiful girls everywhere why the fuck do I have to be an anomaly. I want to be complimented and loved for who I am too. why do I need to ascend in order to be even looked at as human?

WHY WONT THESE FLIPPEN THOUGHTS GO AWAY🥲🥲 I WANT TO BE FREE FROM THESE THOUGHTS. I WANT TO FEEL NORMAL AGAIN pls.....

Im so lonely,.I want to kms so bad but i still wonder how it would feel to find a friend and how it would feel.i feel so depressed, but i still have to do the chores, take care of my brother, and act normal, but i cant anymore, and i do everything wrong. I can't take care of my brother anymore.Im tired of being alone.

There’s this guy that I liked so much. Someone that I courted a lot after realizing I am actually ready to ACTUALLY meet or go out with someone again. Okay, it was clear he was unsure with us and what he wanted us to be, but we were going out wveryday, chatting every night, watching movies at my unit together, and eating out together. So much things said, asked. felt. To end up seeing him go out with someone else he nows call his boyfriend. Where was I during those months? Maybe I was an option, a choice? There was anger, but now its just mourning and yearning of what was and couldbe been us. I miss u M. I miss u.

I think i've accepted the fact that no matter what I do I will always be considered unattractive by other people. i've never been complimented on my looks; if I am, it's always on either my clothes or something I own. I have always been really socially awkward but I had a big friend group until I went to high school. I went to a different school than my friends so I basically had to start from scratch. when I tried to talk to people they'd look at me like I was disgusting. I had made one friend by being up her ass, and now I am lowkey unhappy with our friendship bc it feels like i'm there to js listen to her and it's so draining. I have felt beautiful but that is when I am alone in my room at odd hours in the night. the worst part is that my little sister is the most gorgeous girl ever. im sure people wonder how she is related to a pimpled ogre like me. if you're unattractive and shy as a girl they brutally murder you and ridicule you for the rest of your life

WHY ARE YOU SO OBSESSED WITH THAT FAKE ASSSS

That shamless bitch is a poser. All she does is post her self 24/7 to get attention. Her cries and everything on her stories are a cry for attention. WHO TF documents their whole life via stories brooo You’re a piece of shit nachos

Why are there moments where we suddenly, instantly, feel sad. We don’t think about anything but we feel something. It’s so hard to process something you don’t know. But at times that “something we dont know” then become something we relate to things that actually make us sad and it fuels it. Sometimes it’s so hard to process feelings we aren’t familiar with but it also helps us learn to face things that are new to us.

WHY THE FUCK ARE HER TEARS MORE VALUABLE THAN MINE UOU WHOREEEE YOU CHEATER I WILL NEVER FORGIVE U I WILL HAUNT YHE FUCK OUT OF YOU IF I DIE