All Rants

...I read somewhere that ppl can sense if your mentally abnormal..its the pheromones/hormones of the chemical imbalances that you have. Idk something makes me feel strange around others and ppl can sense it. I have had ppl completely avoid me if I am in the same vicinity as them. I am sure its a lot of other things to do with why ppl dont like me. But I have definitely had, more than once in my lifetime, someone say that something was off with me but they couldnt quite put their finger on it.. I mean not saying its terrible or anything..more like an observation

...to mention..the physical trauma you did to me inside. Im glad your insides cant contain themselves in you. oh and what about those kids of yours? NONE of them have a dad to look out for them, never did, throughtout their whole fucken lives. Guy has full grown ass adult kids that never had a dad there for them. I know you know how much of a SHIT person you are. Thats why ur so fucken bloated with yourself. I wonder if you will be as bloated as you are now alive of yourself as you will be dead with your mortal fucken flesh rotting inside you when you die. I can see you dying excatly how your grandpa died, one morning, getting his coffee suddenly having a heart attack in his kitchen, living alone being found once someone actually gives a fuck to see where the fuck you are that day.. baby aspirin wont help you forever bitch.. I know you take medication now, hmm that nurse of urs that helps u so much that you said you never fucked but ya making shwarma at her house ur such a fuckenwhore

Sometimes its better to be alone. Some ppl cant reciprocate the way you love and its not even worth having some ppl around. Your the reason why I dont give a fuck about being with someone b/c I know ppl can fake loving/caring for someone your in a relationship w/ for fucken years. Someone that is so bloated with their shit energy that its all consuming. Someone that literally would talk their whole day about themselves and not even, in the slightest, have a thought cross their mind about the needs/wants of the person your supposedly to love. Some ppl are straight up shit. Who the fuck wants someone that is a one track mind about THEMSELVES straight up garbage person. You ever think about anyone except yourself? Hows that cause your working SO hard for you fucken loser. Not to mention all the physical, emotional, psychological trauma it is to be around your self-conceited, disrespectful, hypocritical half ass of a man you are. FUCK how much I think about your death. You ever think..

Still waiting after years, to find out how much do I have to pay Quick Rant, so I can be a Republican party troll and put up real sick and illegal abuse, racism, spam etc etc etc etc etc etc and not get visitors banned after one response or rant?

"They're more attractive than me, they must know more about how I'm supposed to live. People will automatically support them more because they're handsome and give the impression they've got enough of their shit together not to be whiny or pretentiously existential about it. Just hit the gym, gnaw on some greens, maybe try to practice the illusive value of gratitude; treat yourself like a hamster in a cage. Become your own gerbil up your ass, that's what Napoleon was about."

I just hate competition. I don't want to compete anywhere in real life nor the internet; which, somehow, makes me spoiled?

I hate my life so much, my mum doesn't like my style and misgender me everytime even though I am a girl she calls me a boy because of my tomboyish style she shames alternative people i see and like in public she will never accept me she says my clothing choices and my personality is a dissapointment to her family I AM A KIND PERSON I HELP EVERYONE I SEE I COMFORT THEM BECAUSE I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO EXPERIENCE THE SAME THING I AM EXPERIENCING . My mum says i need to fix my hair, style and personality to be like other people i NEED to do it her way or she will send me to the other half of the globe with my dad who is struggling with money issues and never comes to see us he might have another woman my parents don't even like each other they fight and hit eachother. I can't call anyone for help my mum still have my brother to take care of and I don't want to go to foster care I REALLY DON'T! I have to do it my mum's way or I'm done I cannot do anything about it because I am only 11>

The patriarchy and capitalism are responsible for everything shitty that has ever happened in my life. I can't respect someone who tries to push for either agendas after how they tied me up, robbed me, and gave me this false identity that was only useful to them. Slimy pieces of shit. Cunts.

I hate feeling like I am being watched with every thing I do online. I am afraid about talking about my situation. Don’t want to show any publicity to specifics of it and don’t want to explain why.

I sometimes feel ungrateful for something I've received. I received a report card with results that people look up to, and would probably do anything for. And yet, I work myself up over one sub-par error that I had done. It wasn't even anything negative, but it wasn't good enough for me. I even felt nauseous about this, and I'm too scared to even talk about this to my peers because they'd think I'm being fake or disappointed over nothing...

I hate feeling so unlovable all of the time. I so desperately want to be someone who another can find comfort or love in, but I always feel like I can never achieve something like that. I watch my friends and my ex get partners like it's nothing, as if it's the simplest thing to ever exist. They can just talk or act a certain way and people just like them so quickly. I wish I could have just been a likeable person, I feel like such a mentally ill loser all the time and it always makes me run to suicidal thoughts or relapse. I hate being the way I am.

i had a fight with my aunt. now i couldn't go at my grandma's house even though i was planning on staying there for a month to get away from home. why cant i lower my pride and apologize? why does she have to he ungrateful for all the things i did for her?

How do people love so freely? To just kiss or touch without feeling all eyes on you. Without thinking of all the ways it can be interpreted., and what if you aren’t doing it right? Doesn’t everyone know people judge and are looking? God I hate how much that’s been installed into me. To be so much aware of how others may perceive me that I have to be to cautious of every little thing I do. How do you move so freely? How do you love so freely? To not feel so disgusting? So exposed, even in private?

I’m tired of feeling like death is just in the corner of my eye, looming over me waiting for me to be happy or live my life for once to strike yet again. I feel like I can’t leave cause god forbid that’s the moment it happens. I have anxiety attacks and cry myself to sleep so many times. I’m tired. I’m tired I can’t even look at our dog without thinking of death. I’m tired of doing the same thing over and over again like a sim. I don’t know how people do it. I feel like a curse.

i don’t think that i’ll be able to live much longer

What do I do I miss my ex but I am in a relationship

I think that i'm in a genuine crisi. I'm slowly losing everyone I lov and the people i still have i'm slowly pushing them away knowingly or not. I feel so alone and sick i dont know what to do. I just want it all to stop.

My parents separated after like a years of just hating each other. And I’m totally fine with that but charges were filed against my dad and he isn’t allowed to come near my mom But the judge never said he couldn’t come near his children. So for seven weeks he never talked to me. No call No apology he says he couldn’t and that it like my fault for not contacting him when I could of? I don’t even know. I love him so much, and I have 2 other sisters I live with and they don’t talk or anything with him… but he’s so lonely and he spam text me all day and calls several times when I dont pick up. (He kicked my older sister out , then told us to all get the f out etc etc and there recording etc etc…) but like nothing changed.. he’s always been like this and if he doesn’t have me he has nobody. I don’t know if it’s creepy but he treats our relationship as an actual relationship. Like I’m his or something. He said the same to my sister and then said she could never trust him again. I’m just lost

Homeboy barrels back into my life with such intense gusto and silvertongued flattery that I ask for AND AM GRANTED a hall pass... and completely backs off and stops communicating as soon as I put in the effort to make something happen. Really hurtful coming from someone I've knows a dozen years, and I'm so embarrassed that it's affecting me like this. I was really feeling myself for a few days there. Now I just feel like shit.

so my mo was js askih me why i want a bf and shes like is it an ego thing or like what and i js said lke kinda an ego thing but also like not cuz like idk how to explain it cuz like male validation isnt it its js like idk someone actually wanting to be with me like willingly and choosing to spend time with me over other people like them accepitn that im quiet sometimes and like that i also like to be touchy but not overly so and likie its js like the ideas of someone liking me for how i look to lke im not they most acctractive but like someone actaull liking how i lok and my persdoanikti ycuz poepl say i have a good personality and like confiendece but dont see me like that only see me as freind and idk how to change thta and peopkle say that you shouldnt be looking but i am cuz im pissing me off and it hurts like i go out with a guy and boom family issues like get out and ones not ready to be in a relationship and only sees me as a friend like plz fuck off rn i acc hate that sm