My parents separated after like a years of just hating each other. And I’m totally fine with that but charges were filed against my dad and he isn’t allowed to come near my mom But the judge never said he couldn’t come near his children. So for seven weeks he never talked to me. No call No apology he says he couldn’t and that it like my fault for not contacting him when I could of? I don’t even know. I love him so much, and I have 2 other sisters I live with and they don’t talk or anything with him… but he’s so lonely and he spam text me all day and calls several times when I dont pick up. (He kicked my older sister out , then told us to all get the f out etc etc and there recording etc etc…) but like nothing changed.. he’s always been like this and if he doesn’t have me he has nobody. I don’t know if it’s creepy but he treats our relationship as an actual relationship. Like I’m his or something. He said the same to my sister and then said she could never trust him again. I’m just lost
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Homeboy barrels back into my life with such intense gusto and silvertongued flattery that I ask for AND AM GRANTED a hall pass... and completely backs off and stops communicating as soon as I put in the effort to make something happen. Really hurtful coming from someone I've knows a dozen years, and I'm so embarrassed that it's affecting me like this. I was really feeling myself for a few days there. Now I just feel like shit.
so my mo was js askih me why i want a bf and shes like is it an ego thing or like what and i js said lke kinda an ego thing but also like not cuz like idk how to explain it cuz like male validation isnt it its js like idk someone actually wanting to be with me like willingly and choosing to spend time with me over other people like them accepitn that im quiet sometimes and like that i also like to be touchy but not overly so and likie its js like the ideas of someone liking me for how i look to lke im not they most acctractive but like someone actaull liking how i lok and my persdoanikti ycuz poepl say i have a good personality and like confiendece but dont see me like that only see me as freind and idk how to change thta and peopkle say that you shouldnt be looking but i am cuz im pissing me off and it hurts like i go out with a guy and boom family issues like get out and ones not ready to be in a relationship and only sees me as a friend like plz fuck off rn i acc hate that sm
I don’t have anyone. I can’t talk about my feelings to anyone and I feel like such a mistake constantly and that there’s no point to life and I have one good thing in my life and it constantly feels like my mom’s just holding it over my head and she’s constantly complaining about me and about her life to me and I can’t tell her anything because I can’t trust her and I know she’ll just yell at me that I have it good or that she’s going through worse and I should suck it up and it sucks. I have one reason to keep going and it feels like it’s going to get taken away at any second. The last time I talked to my dad we fought and I haven’t been able to talk to him since and I’m afraid if I try telling my sister anything she’ll tell my mom and she’ll make everything worse. I just want to die. I don’t wanna be here anymore. Everyone keeps saying I should improve myself and do better for the future but I don’t have a future and no one understands.
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"You haven't done anything to earn it." Fuck off. Why should I owe you anything? Yes, you seem to think you're the world now. Arrogant and delusional little man hiding behind his patriarchal beard and designer muscles.
donald trump is a stupid fucking pedophile who needs to be shot in the fucking head.
I'M SO SICK OF PEOPLE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME. I'M TOO FUCKING NICE BRO, WHEN WILL IT EVER END??? DO I NEED TO BE AN ASSHOLE ON WHEELS FROM NOW ON??????? 💀
As bad as this will make me come off, My ex made me never want to get near anyone who has Dissociative Identity Disorder because I caught him in a trail of lies and he made an absolute ass out of the D.I.D community. He traumatized me and I hate him for it. I hope he never ever finds happiness cause of how much of a narcissistic, abusive, attention seeking prick he is. He made everything about himself and it's like dating a cult leader. He pushes your boundaries and he gets mad when he doesn't get what he wants from you. I hope he rots in the deepest parts of hell. I refuse to date again unless the next man gets a psych evaluation.
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I treated a guy just as a normal friend, but he wrote me a love letter calling me "honey" and said he fell for me the first time he saw me. He has dark skin, is awkward and childish. Now the whole class teases us together. I feel so disgusted and annoyed.What am I supposed to do now?
I treated a guy just as a normal friend, but he wrote me a love letter calling me "honey" and said he fell for me the first time he saw me. He has dark skin, is awkward and childish. Now the whole class teases us together. I feel so disgusted and annoyed.What am I supposed to do now?
You want everything to be faster and more condensed, losing all intricacy and detail to be thrown in the pens of the pigs who feel consumption as change. A troubled artist stood outside, and through his own wound and fingers, made the shape of a keyhole. The man who claimed to be once a camel, who stood in the doorway, laughed.
i js wonder what my point is i cant find anyone thats good for me iv tried and tried it never works out
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"Missed you lots" yeah I can tell by the way you never texted me that or sent me any pictures or asked how I was doing like you said you would.
I want her hands gliding against mine like soft slick butter, but mine feels like sand paper to hers I want her to speak to me like I know absolutely nothing just some dumb mutt, but whenever she does I lose my tempter and explode I want her gaze to pierce into my eyes like I’m the last thing she’s ever gonna see before turning blind, still I get disgusted by those brown button eyes of hers I want her to be thoughtful and consider my emotions whilst thinking about me, but I hate whenever she gets clingy and sticks onto me like butter I want her to kiss me softly on the lips like we’re two roses touching our petals, but I want to tug onto her hair and scream into her face whenever she does so I want her to never spill tears over something that meant a lot to her, but whenever she does I want to look into her eyes and admire myself in the reflection Yet even after I that I still carve her like candy
I thought I would feel accomplished, or at least somewhat like a weight was off my shoulders, but all I felt was nothing. It was hard to get myself to school, let alone managing to pass my classes, and yet I did. Through the stress, the feelings of being worth less than my peers, and the exhaustion that came with it all, I did it. I passed all my classes, and yet, feel nothing. Among it all, the feeling that overwhelms me is the feeling of being lonely. I have friends, I have a supportive family, and hell, I even asked a girl for her number and got it. But even still, I feel lonely. I realized something related to this that I believe may invoke this feeling; the only time I talk to others through my phone is when I first text them. I don’t believe others care for me. I’ll try to finish this message off soon. I knew that if I had failed, if despite all my effort I hadn’t passed my classes, I would have killed myself. But even now, I don’t feel better. All I feel is emptiness.
MY MOM FUCKING THROWS AWAY EVERYTHING IM DONE. I WORKED FOR 3 FRICKING HOURS ON MATH NOTES LAST NIGHT, TO FINALLY UNDERSTAND SOMRTHING , AND I JUST FOUND THEM IN OUR FUCKING RECYCLING BIN ALL CRUMPLED UP. IM SICK AND TIRED OF HER GOING THROUGH MY ROOM, THROWING AWAY OR GOODWILLING EVRYTHING SHE SEES WITHOUT MY CONSENT. oh my god shes so fricking "helpful", cleaning my room blahblahblah. I JST CONFRONTED HER AND SHES ALL GRINNING LIKE, "OOPS, YOU SHOULDVE TOLD ME, AND NOT LEFT THEM ALL OVER YOUR ROOM." THEY WERE IN A PRISTINE PILE ON MY DESK. BITCH YOU HAVENT SEEN A REAL MESSY ROOM. im gonna cry this took me forever and they're all ruined
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You are such a nasty, skanky rat that no amount of Ozempic will save you. Your daughter is a loud brat who is weird and obsessive and she smells like stale cigarettes thanks to you. I cannot believe you told your kid how to bully a sweet, gentle girl who isn’t nearly as entitled or obsessive as the weirdo you raised. You literally rejected your child to stay with an addict who cheats on you and steal from you for meth. No wonder your kids are so maladjusted. You need to work on being a better person for your kids because I don’t want my kid being subject to the ill effects of your influence via your bad child.
I'm scared my boyfriend doesn't like me any more but I can't lose him, he's been my best friend forever and I'm his first girlfriend, he's literally the perfect guy despite the fact he's obsessed with this one girl like he refuses to cut her off even though she obviously has a fat crush on him, I just wish he would cut her off that's ALL I want and he refuses to do it.
I'm disgusting, weird, and rude, you say? It seems to be a pretty common opinion among certain types of people, highly sociable people who think I should lick their ass the same as everyone else does. I'm not even there to entertain them, we're put in the same room situationally. I wouldn't even bother them, yet they have an opinion on me and try to force me into their minds. I know I'm not likeable to a particular type of person, I'm just too numb from previous rejection to even try to reach out- so I become more obscure and arrogant just because I can't connect. I can't. I've tried to put on this air of friendliness, I fell for all the scammy courses in trying to become someone that you can't easily reject. I feel disgusted at that now, but I'm more frustrated with all these micro-expectations when I'd rather keep distant people at the distance they took me for. I still want admiration for something, but I feel it's not for my soul.
By ignoring the ongoing racism, Quick Rant, the domain names register and website hosting is just as guilty of a crime as the Republican party troll.