All Rants

I did better than expected at my audition today. Anyways, I have to leave for a vacation at 8am tomorrow and right now it's 11:07pm so I should probably go to bed. I can't use RantRam until I'm home on Monday the 7th. :( See yall in nine days!

i wish i could die but not in a depressing way. i just want to know if anyone would feel sorry for me if i died or wish i was back. its selfish but id atleast want to know if im missed

How stupid are One Nation supporters, they think the party are concerned about cost of living when Pauline Hanson own actions and words including attending a expensive fashion parade is evidence Pauline and the party don't care about cost of living.

I guarantee you, if I talked to myself as a child and we both held a conversation, they would want to shoot themselves afterwards. I hate looking in the mirror to see guy, I don’t see myself, I see a stranger, my childhood self would be devastated by the fact I still haven’t figured anything out. My gender, who I want, any of that. To be honest I see a failure. But who cares anyway, I was born with male parts so I guess I gotta stop being such a little bitch and thug it out because fuck me, I might deadass pull a Russel Westbrook and retire early because my feelings don’t matter.

What Australia values is based on emotions and not facts? One Nation and Farmers Fightback are against renewable energy but happy for farming land to be destroyed by coal and nuclear power stations and coal mines that is needed for the power stations. PS If you don't agree with the scaremongering and lying you won't get a response

when will i stop reaching out first, i hate how im so people pleasing.

my best friend A has been keeping a finsta and she didnt follow me on it, it was fine i thought. then my other friend B (we're a trio) who was in A's finsta told me shes been uploading stuff about MY crush and A didnt want me to know. worse, A and B have been talking about me behind my back like "oh no i think she sees me as her best friend what should i do" "lmao talking to her feels sooooo awkward" i shouldve known better.

Rating all my ex friends based on how they hurt me. Alex (Female) and Alex (Male) —knifes. Fish and fish’s sister — guns. Dream, (other names I forgot…) — thorn bush. Preston — knife, gun, Thorn bush, fire, cigarettes, alcohol, mace. Megan — humming bird. (Only wants the pretty things) Gummy — fire. Zoey and Star — desert. T. — rose bush.

Hey, wanna go rent wedding gowns and go eat in and out burger? Then maybe go to a hotel and relax in a hot tub? Or we can sit on an abandoned roof and smoke…whatever you want. I just miss you and I love you…I want your attention again. I miss when it was just us.

spent a lot of time doing a report and what i get is you telling me the assignment wasnt even important.? like gng. you even said i wasted my time on these stuff and i shouldve used those time to do something more useful. i wanted you to say i did well. i spent time on it yk?

So my mom is a religious person and I don’t really believe in that, This morning I told her that and so she starts yelling. And before you say why can’t you move out I can’t I’m too young, but going back to the matter. So she’s yelling at me about how I need to go church and help out at said church. But the main reason I don’t want to go because the pastor is kind of an ahole. Oh and I’m also trans male witch is a sin in my church and it's making me go to my breaking point because everything I do in that church is a sin of some sort.

nothing ever changes.its always the same every single day.

I like making people feel bad. I don't care much for others and have dream of eating and torturing people who have slightly wronged me. I don't regret it. I don't want to get better. I don't really care. I started self harm so people would be forced to look at and hear about self-mutilation. I like when people pity me for my mental problems cause I know it makes them uncomfortable. But I only feel this way towards people I have personal connections or involvement in. I don't support or like genocide, but love inflicting misery on people I know.

We need to stop the damn lace and strip shirt shit. I swear I like the lace but sometimes it’s just too much like not every damn shirt needs lace. Sometimes it looks cute but the lace looks ugly, I say we all invest in a white lace cami. THE STRIPES ARE EVERYWHERE. They were both cute but now it’s like all the shirts. Where are the graphic tees. Where’s like anything else other than stripes and lace

I can't I just can't anymore why can't people understand? I want a hug really really badly..

sorry ik i already said this but im like already starting to shake and like feel sick and my comp only starts in fucking 5 hrs like actual tf wrong me??-f.g

I’m so glad this is anonymous. My brother is in ICE. And no, they do not shoot and stab the aliens. Don’t believe everything you see on the internet, my am very very proud of my brother. And bec he’s in ICE..we get to see the inside of what’s actually going on- they are getting out the immigrants who came here illegally! We need that (yes it’s sad families get torn apart…) but, they had a choice. I don’t want an illegal r@pest to be here!

i came to visit my family after being away in college and i just feel so lonely and just want to return to my dorm like i wish i never came back

I hate depression. it makes me feel lazy and it just made me stopped doing my hobbies. My guitar and drums are basically just decorations now, my drawings were rendered nice, good anatomy, now they all just suck, im always angry now. I have no coping mechanism, coping with fictional sucks because it’s not effective and most of the people using it are either just evil stupid yumeshippers or beginner pedophiles, Shing got me embarrassed to the point i stopped all together, breathing in and out makes me feel overwhelmed, there’s nothing. The only way i can cope is being with my friends and forgetting everything but they will all move and one basically ignores me for my evil ass racist ex to be friends and hangout with her even though i have been there with her for years. Racial harassment got very bad it’s the only thing i talk about at that point. If i was borned white and privileged i would be doing better, have a good life, had a lot of stuff by now, or grow up to be a crack baby.

boutta cry brooooo can't get this depression out