All Rants

to whoever is reading this you are a bad bitch dont let the world dim ur light or something like that

My hot takes cause im bored! - 1. Abortion, we love abortion! — 2. I dont care about slurs — 3. I dislike Neopronouns.- 4. Lgbt is not a sin. - 5. You dont need a tw scissors/blades, i use to cut and i still do it, it doesnt bother me. —

i know I’m over you i know it shouldn’t hurt but god, I can’t stand it the pain your broken promises bring i can’t stand knowing you lied straight to my face even from so far away u told me you weren’t interested in her u told me you only had eyes for me u told me you’d never go for her so why her? y is it so easy for me to believe every lie you told, but so hard to believe myself when I say “I know I’m over you”? 🫩🫩

Why do Mexicans love saying the n word so much?? my moms black and my dads Latino and I swear he says it 10x more than my mom, every Mexican in my school says it and I just wanna know why. They literally have their own word, why say a racial slur that’s not directed towards u?? yall got ice and other racists to worry about pls

Response to not liking myself. So, the same advice I hear forever. No, I'm not interesting and i hate me, so what you're saying is either do the thing I've forever can't do or I'm forced to be fake or a suck up, which I've tried before to less than nothing. Call me an asshole but when you're providing an option that requires socialising to improve but reinforcing the anti social bottleneck that continually puts me in further spite and hate, just kill me already and saveme from the Catch 22 that I have to bear from people in the first place.

to my dearest girlfriend. though we didn't hve crazy love confessions, we started as friends, and started to blur into each other. you were my first girl crush. i've had many celebrity and boy crushes and thought i was just straight. you made me question my sexuality. here i am. as a pansexual. you told me i helped you with your sexuality as a lesbian. I just loved the moments when we just held hands and cuddled during recess and hangouts. I haven't said this in front of you but i love you. I hate how i didn't want to hold your hand in public and i regret so much that i didn't kiss you on that crappy ferris wheel. now here i am across the whole fucking country. i should've held you for longer when i still could. i'm starting to forget how you smelled. how your hands felt. you were the first person that i wanted to protect. this sounds corny but i'll choose you in every single differnet life. i hate how we can only talk in texts now. maybe forever. i love you, lint roller. i love you.

i miss my friends. my girlfriend. my school. my town. now i'm somehwere i'm not supposed to be. it's so hot here. i miss the cool weather of new jersey. i miss you guys. i'm too afraid to text you guys about my problems and also make it yours too. i only have few 'friends' i only talk to during lunch and recess. not like i want to make any either. i know you guys absolutely didn't want me to be a loner here. not really, but yeah i am. i'm afraid i'll be too emotionally attached to them like i did with you guys and be depressed when i have to leave. school sucks here. the teachers can't teach for shit.i got harrassed few days ago. i hate it. i love you still. i know we text every day. but i'm starting to forget your voice. your hand when it was in mine. i didn't say this in front of you, but i love you. we didn't have crazy confessions but we just started to blur. you guys are the bestest, the most amazing friends i can ever have. its hard to go to school knowing you guys arent there.

Ive been super horny the past 2 3 weeks non stop and its unusual for me since it only happens while im ovulating then goes back to normal. its frustrating and kind of embarassing. I'm grown and got shit to do i cant be thinking feeling stuff 24/7. I have a bf and being with him is great but im not fully satisfied and mostly end up frustrated sneaking my vibrator in the bathroom to finish off. If you're young try not to consume too many explicit, smut or erotica content you'll have a real reality check when most people irl dont naturally have the impluse to do the things you like/ crave. Its way easier to find kinky people online until you realise that we are all hidden in plain sight and theres a good chance that whoever you end up in a relationship with and love is farrrr from being on the same level as you. Save yourself the trouble if you're like me and cant just fuck around with random people and if you need genuine emotionnal or physical connection to make shit happen (i tried)

All cause people keep feeding him. It's still fucking maddening. It's why I'm at a point why don't people shoot me already.

I feel, kinda lost, not gonna lie

Why is 'Mr Beast' still allowed to do anything?

I fucking hate how everyone always thinks so much of me, I have to change the way I think for every person I meet. The last 2 years in school were horrible, and yknow the only person that was there for my was a woman who is not even blood related to me that I’ve known my whole life and I call Mommom. And then this year summer comes, and now everyone wants me to spend time with them, then proceeds to talk about their problems and reasons why I should be with them? It’s fucking crazy and so obnoxious. No one wanted to deal with me during the school year but now it’s ’I barely get to see my own daughter!’ YOU DIDNT EVEN TEXT ME TO SEE IF I WAS OKAY, AND THE ONLY TIMES YOU DID WAS WHEN MY MOM CALLED YOU AND ASKED IF YOU CHECKED ON ME?? so i dont wanna hear anything from anybody about spending time with them or that my problems are all my fault. Because no one cared when I actually needed them.

Trading cards arent the same. Rich ppl steal everything.

i just want to be in love again and have someone love me back

I feel like such a chud. I actually really enjoy hitting things until I feel my knuckles bleed. But I see reels that always laugh at these kids for doing the same, do I just accept I'm destined to become on of them.

Why am i wanting ppl? I am tired of being stuck in a void of pure silence. Imagine being in solitary confinement. I dont want to be with everyone just someone who actually either likes what i used to do or makes me feel im not a soulless husk.

Last year I planned to make a big move across the country. I’m a teacher, so with the teacher shortage, I didn’t think finding a job would be difficult. My sister agreed to let me stay with her for the summer while I saved money and waited for a job offer. I’ve been applying since January and currently have 34 active applications. I’ve called schools multiple times, but only 5 have answered. None have answering machines, and despite emailing principals directly, only one responded—and it was to say the position was already filled. The schools I reached just told me to apply online. I even flew out for a job fair, only to find that half the schools didn’t show and only one was hiring for my position. Now, with only weeks until school starts, I feel defeated. It’s hard not to feel inadequate when years of teaching experience seem to mean nothing. The thought of changing careers kills my spirit and feel like a failure who made a huge mistake.

To the person who left me that note u genuinely js saved me from relapse tonight i love you so much i wish u nothing but the best in life.

was arguing with my male friend ab abortion (he says its murder, i say its healthcare) and we were talking ab pregnancy. i was explaining to him that some women js dont want to have to go thru the torture that is pregnancy and i was telling him the side effects and i was like “you wouldnt last a day” and he was like “well ive been constipated for months before and ive also had headaches so i basically know what its like to be pregnant” im being so deadass this is not an exaggeration those were pretty much his exact words. genuinely what is happening.

I’m so scared to die but on the other hand I want to so bad I’m starting freshman year next week and I feel so far behind. I struggle with school. I’m js not very smart. I don’t know basic addition or anything.