All Rants

My life is full of roleplaying games. Why can’t I find love? Why can’t I stop being attached to egirls :((((

Protecting my accounts cuz I love sexting random bihches

I was born so ugly, my mom didn’t even look at me. She refused to feed me and I was under the care of a wet nurse. This is why I have extreme mommy issues :(((((

I sometimes dream of being an IAS officer who gets plenty of marriage proposals

I was so ugly and skinny, it was horrible for me to get pretty women to like me. Plus, this adhd was killing me already. Then I mastered the art of manipulation by becoming a narcissist :3

I’ve been diagnosed pretty much early, but nothing is helping me out. My ADHD is killing me. I need to FIX myself asap!

Looking back at my pictures during my teens gives me the ick! Like, ew wtf!? What is that abomination, JESUS fking Christ, brooo? I looked like I haven’t completely evolved into a Homo sapien

I think I love you. Im sorry that im keeping you in friendzone in your eyes but its a lot more complicated for me. Im so fucking afraid of judgement cuz we would be a queer couple. As you know 4 years ago I rejected my feelings towards you and I find it difficult to accept them now. Im currently under a lot of mental pressure, I am afraid of my future, I ignore it most of the time but because of it I experience often intense anxiety attacks. Im not in the best shape now, thats why I need you now more than ever, yet I don’t want to be a burden to you… I think you know by now im really shy about all that relationship stuff, its because it feels incredibly personal to me and I prefer not to get too affectionate in public. You’re the dearest person I ever had, I want to keep you by my side forever, but the future really makes me anxious… Im afraid our plans for further future might differ, Im so fucking scared of losing you and what we have, so just… Give me time to find strength. ~Z

I’m so ugly, I’m cursed with spinal issues. I will probably inherit my dad’s diabetes and my mum’s psychosis. I need to Km$

I’ve been a jealous guy all my LIFE. It never gets better, ok? I just HATE it when girls gush over handsome men, like, look at me bitches, I’m so much hotter. Look at my skinny bare chest mirror selfies. Tell me I’m HOTTER

I been feeling jealous alot of my sister specifically. And I feel awful about it. I have always been jealous of certain people in certain aspects. But it feels awful to feel this way towards my sister. But I sometimes feel like she out shines me. Like she's pretty and well liked. She's talkative to others and makes great conversations. But I feel like I don't know how to include my self. Sometimes when I open my mouth its like no one notices or cares what I have to say. Its like I'm a child all over again. And then its said that me and my sister are so similar to each other. Which isn't bad but I feel like I'm not even my own person. Like I'm some cheap copy of her. I feel like no one puts any effort into me. She even has a better connection to our parents. I don't ever feel seen. And I just wish I was as good enough as her. So many great things about her that she can't even see. I feel awful feeling jealous of her. I feel like an awful sister.

Blaming my ex gf for trauma, but in reality, I was the one who traumatised her. One day, she found out my pathetic online persona of me hitting on multiple woman and sexting random chicks. All she did was confront me, and as a NARCISSISTIC ass, I made her feel like a wreck for questioning me. The audacity of that woman to question my behaviour pmo. Does she even realise who is she with? She should have been happy that I even dated her. She hurt my ego and my reputation, so I messed up her mental health and told all of my side chicks and friends she was mentally unstable. I feel bad for her, but she did me dirty. I sometimes miss her warmth and when we stayed together, but she was the one who ruined it. It was her fault for not letting me, a NEURODIVERGENT person, be myself. I MISS YOU RICHU COME BACK

i dont think i really ever felt something like love for my mother. I do tell her i love her and all, but thinking back i think the phrase simply lost meaning all together. each time that i look at her i feel dislike and a nagging feeling of hate, but still i answer with smiles and politeness. is it normal to feel like this and experience such things?

My ADHD is getting worse every day. I think I need another girl to love bomb and fill that deep void in me.

Love so tragic it turns into ashes (Im a schizophrenic wreck who can’t communicate with girls wnd make every damn thing into a fantasy porn.

I wanna find my person just like how everyone else has it seems like everyone else has their life together. I wish that was me.

My grandfather Other has dementia and it feels like he’s never gonna feel guilty or even remember the things he’s done to other people and me I wish he didn’t have dementia. I wish he could sit in his own guilt and filth. I truly wish that he would remember every single mean thing I said to him because he deserved it but no, he can’t remember. He can barely remember how to walk every single day. I reminded of the fact that revenge won’t ever come.

I hate myself for being such a spoiled brat. Whenever I want something, I get it usually. But if I don't I will cry. I hate myself so much. Other sperm cells during the race could've been much better than whatever the abomination I am. I'm the worst child you could have.

I'm so fucking tired I dont even know what to think anymore. I'm so tired of having to fight every day just to be at peace. Isn't that a fucking human right?!! I've spent the entirety of my childhood enduring abuse and neglect and now as an adult it hasn't fucking changed. My entire family is fucking psycho pieces of shit who have always favored my sister over me and in turn just fucking left me behind to rot. I'm 24 and I csnt fucking handle being alone but I am alone. No one fucking cares ans even if my friends knew the truth they would tell me its my own problem. Which it is..but it shouldn't have to be. Family is supposed to support each other and love one another not fucking go crazy and kill each other silently! I'm so fucking exhausted and I can't sleep because im scared my grandma going to do something but im not trying to be homeless.

this girl told me to kms, and that i was a bitch whore. 2 weeks later she posted on her story “never tell sm to kts, youll never know how far you push them” or something like that.