Recent Rants
I have no tie to it. It left my body. There is not a trace on my body of it. Never got tk say goodbhe because it was already gone. Like a still born baby.
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Im in love with a man who tries to dedicate his life to God & be a family man & father figure to my 2 boys but he wont stop doing ice & its effecting his behavior & how he acts towards us isn't nice.. its messing with our relationship bad. We've been friends for 15 plus years & its hard to let go because we been through so much & we had decided to be in a relationship earlier this year. But I dont want his unhealthy choice to effect me & my boys.
i was in a relationship with a man i never should've been with but fell so madly in love with. we were different, yet had a lot in common, different politics, different views of sexuality and gender, different cultures, but he made me laugh, he made me feel safe, he made me more confident. he saved me at my lowest point but he also put me right back not long after. he wouldn't tell anyone i was his girlfriend, i was just his friend or roommate, and it hurt me. one night we finally went all the way while drunk and i told him i love him for the first time, then rolled over and fell asleep. the next day he dumped me. i cried for 3 weeks. we ended up living together while being friends and i tried to move on and he ended up ruining the relationship i could've had with someone else because he wanted me back. i took him back. i ended up leaving 2 months later. its been over 4 years and i can't get over him. i keep driving by our old house, i dream of him every night. i don't know what to do
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I feel like everyone expects me to be what I'm not. I'm supposed to be the one who's smart and capable and understanding. Nothing's supposed to get to me and I'm just supposed to have the thickest skin. I'm just tired of pretending that I'm okay.
I’m 23 and I’m still trying to find my path in life. I thought about repairing pianos because I’m a pianist myself and a lot of gigs I play at are at Nursing Homes and the pianos need a lot of work. Anyway I finally found a piano repair place close to me, because there aren’t many around. The door was locked so I looked through the window and saw someone typing on their computer. I asked if they were open but they just stared at me weirdly. Eventually I backed up and this guy answered the door like “Can I help you?”. I mentioned how I’m a piano player interested in piano repair, and asked him various related questions, and he just looked at me up and down and said “Well you gotta be able to move pianos”. He then gave me short one worded answers to my questions to just rub me off and it left me felt really discouraged. I hate how I’m genuinely trying so hard to figure out my path, but nothing is working out for me no matter how hard I try to put myself out there.
I'm genuinely tired of living. It's not like i wanna die or anything (I'm scared of dyingi guess??) I just wanna... dissappear. Do whatever I want, whenever I want, be a ghost within the world. Im tired of feeling like a waste of air and being called lazy and just doing nothing all day. Im hoping that when school starts again I'll feel better (because days without a schedule are hard for me) but even then I hate it there too. I hate it everywhere. I hate most of my friends, i hate people, I hate my family, I hate breathing, I hate sleeping, I hate it. And the worst part is I CAN do something about it. I just won't. I dont wanna go back into therapy again because im a people pleaser and I dont tell the therapist about my issues even though I literally know its their job. Its weird I know but I cant help it. I cant vent to my friends because I already do it so often I feel like theyre tired of me. Idk what to do anymore. Maybe someday ill finally do something about it
yk this feels unfair..for me.. but i think for u guys, youd say 'be gratefull u had that mom', imagine, this might not be looking like a bullying but people aropund hates me for no reason,but i mean there IS a reason.. this girl had a crussh on this guy , and that girl is a close friend, but..the guy likes me, i gave him a try but not girlfriend or boyfriend thing, its just like M.U thing.. well i felt guilty so i left him although he was perfect, and i may not admit it but i do like him..secretly..well back to that girl, she was fuming mad, even if shes trying to...hide it, and there she started making my life misreble, fuck just remembering about it still make sme cry.. cuz everyone i love..eevryone..my firends,..teachers.. she made them hate me..like fuck u bitch.. i cant acuse her becasue i dont have a solid evidence plus it will just passl liek a bubbles and say please a pologize thing... up till now..she became my classmate again and now that i had everythign..my firends, my life
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I fukking hate the goddamn world. It all sucks I made so many mistakes my friends are fuking toxic and they got serious issues I hate this so much and my extracurricualrs arent doing good and I get yelled at every goddamned day. I hate this body of mine. Its so fuggly I wish I weren't me
How do I socialize without observing myself and doubting everything I say. Im an ambiguous person, at least I think so, I’m not a very interesting person but I try and act like I am. I’ve even tried relaxing to stop being so anxious, it works but half the time I don’t even know if the words I’m saying are what I really want to say it’s like I’m on autopilot. I’m trying my best but there are so many people who are way charismatic, funny, and natural than me. I just want to have a genuine friendship but I think I’m the one ruining my chances.
I hate her. She should love me. She should care about me. What kind of MOther is she huh? How can she do that to me? Am I fucking adopted? Sometimes I wish she dies. But of course not, I am came from. But I never asked to be born, Did I? Like she evn said that she wants me to do die. Ghosh whyy??????????