All Rants

I'm going to overdose tonight. I'm gonna take the rest of my bottle of effexor. I love my husband, but he deserves so much better than me. I can't let him be trapped in a relationship with me anymore

i wish i was a skinny bitch with pretty hair in a french plait. life is not fucking fair

no matter what i do I'm never good enough. I'm the worst child I'm the worst friend I'm the worst family member I'm the worst pet owner I'm the worst student I'm the worst athlete I'm the worst owner IM THE WORST PERSON THEY SAY GROW UP BUT GUESS WHAT? TO DAMN BAD

I’m just gonna sit back and watch you get treated the same way ☺️ imagine being mad over a game 💀💀💀

i have genuinely never felt more alone in my entire life. it feels like everything that is around me has been placed there so it eventually hurts me when the time has come. why can i not just be a normal, happy person and be able to live a normal life filled with joy? i am constantly consumed with such a deep sadness all the time and it just makes me want to leave and go somewhere so far that memories of me vanish. i hate everyone nd everhrhing and i just want to be alone. it’s not fair that everyone gets their chance in life and i… don’t. why does everyone forget that im human too! i want to have fun and laugh too. i feel sad too. my feelings ALSO get hurt like you because im. a. human. i feel like im on Gods wrong side. what if he dosent love me? what if, im wasting my life and he never forgives me. i will rot in hell and be more lonley than ever. i will cry from the pain and burn so bad that i will have no choice but the scream. i hate this. it’s not fair

is it normal that I just wanna cry? I feel so depressed

i feel so empty inside . I cant do this...

i just feel useless like theres nothing good i can due in life due to me not having the qualifications in life. i wanted to do history and psychology yet im stuck due to this fucking english grade i got due to the stress i felt during the test and my dyslexia. genuinely i feel like theres nothing good i can do if i cant do the things i wanted to do in life.

TW!!! Topic!! It dawned on me. The stars are so pretty. My balcony small but with great view. Why am I reading p0rn? Why can’t I live without 5 minutes a day at least thinking about it? That’s what’s been keeping me behind..

The way people damaged me is just unforgivable. There is no amount of money that would compensate for the life and experiences i missed because of this. The biggest problem is now i am the biggest amounter to the problem i have now. I suffer because of my own actions, because of the damage they did. It's so hard to break free from their control. I am not sure if i can do it. I just feel like things will never be okay and i will never stop isolating.

My closest friend, the person I called my brother, recently blocked me bc of their other friend telling them to do so. I heavily depend on them for support but they are gone, all my other friends are online and don’t really know abt this stuff. And now I’m stuck here alone relapsing bc wtf do I do? I’m tired, I think tonight I might end it.

I want to manifest so bad but im confused on how to pls help

I feel invisible. Someone who i hate has begun bringing someone who is essentially an ex to sit with us. It is quite literally, like seeing an ex. And it is eating away at me. My stomach drops when i see them. I feel suffocated. I just want to cry but i cant. I hate my life.

I HATE HOW OLDER SIBLINGS DEMAND RESPECT AND THEY DON'T EVEN EMBODY SOMEONE WORTHY OF IT!

I wish my dad would fucking drop dead or stay at work so I don't have interact with his old bitch ass. Every goddamn day is nagging me to work overtime. I'll be the first to break stereotype and leave my old ass asian parents in nursing homes. they get treated like shit there and that's what that fucking piece of shit deserves.

I cannot stand my partner's stupid AF baby mama. She knows her son is highly allergic to shellfish and what does this ass do? She gives him shrimp scampi! I hate her because she doesn't care about her child's safety and I honestly at this point think it's purposeful

i hate being a black woman so fucking much

the song I most relate to is Prom queen I get told to shut up I count my calories I never look good I wish I was like you brown eyed brunnete perfect life I should try harder

i keep thinking about death, i keep thinking of doing it. i want to so bad... i want to die... i dont wanna suffer in this place anymore... i just have such low motivation to end it... im 17 and i cant even get a gf irl... i have 2 ppl that love me online but im there so they stay alive... but how much would they care if i died?

its getting worse... the only things that help are music sh commiting sleeping especially music