All Rants

Why does everyone look at me like I’m some kind of a man whore cause I don’t find the ppl they’re suggesting attractive? Why does everyone say ohhh attraction isn’t everything???? Like are you not attracted to ur gf/fiancé/spouse? I’m so tired of all this garbage. Makes me effing hate myself

I’m tired of trying to find someone. I’m tired of people suggesting I should do x or y or go out with z. Just shut up. Everyone needs to just shut the f up. Sometimes I look at the life of a typical college f boy and think to myself wow that sound amazing. In a culture where you have to wait till marriage I’m going bonkers knowing that I have nothing lined up at the moment. In a culture where everyone is getting engaged/married in their mid 20s, I feel so hopeless at 25 with no one in site. It’s not that I don’t put myself out there. I’ve gone out with 4 different girls in the past 8 months or so. Everytime everyone is so ehhh. I keep going out with girls, good girls mind you, and leaving feeling sooo underwhelmed. And everyone is like oh what do you want. She’s a great girl. I don’t get it. I JUST WANT SOMEONE IM ATTRACTED TO, CAN TALK TO WITHOUT BEING BORED, AND THAT LIVES CLOSE ENOUGH FOR IT NOT TO BE LONG DISTANCE. IS THAT A CRIME? Is that so hard? Why does everyone look at me l

I feel like I'm not cut out to be an adult. I feel like I'm falling behind everyone else. I finally started a real adult job and I'm miserable. My body is sore and my mind is tired. I cant keep up with the people who've worked there for years. I know they don't expect me to just yet but I cant help but feel like we aren't even equals. That im just a kid cosplaying the responsibility of an adult. Which I kinda am... I still live with my mom and I don't pay rent just yet. With this job I'm going to start to but it keeps flashing in my mind that I'm going to do this forever. Adulthood feels so stunted. You work, live in pain and then you die. I'm not ready to be stunted, I want more time. I don't want to be in more pain, I don't want to do this forever.

my partner bought some art for our mututal friends birthday. It isnt 'like that' or anything but it really bothered me for some reason. I love my partner to death and trust him, and I trust our mutual friend too, but I just hate hate hate the fact that he got him some art for his birthday like this. It makes me really uncomfortable for some reason and now our friend set it as his Pfp on all his social media and ik it doesnt mean anything but it just makes me feel weird and insecure. I dont know what to do.

I am so lonely. So freaking lonely. I have one close and friend I can't even see her because her mother hates me, and I went through the same thing with someone else who could've been close, but her mother hates me too, all because I'm queer. I'm moving soon so I'm not sure if I'll ever see either of them again. I wish I had a partner, I wish I've had at least one in my life, but all I've ever gotten was one kiss from a girl who treated me badly years ago. I wish I had friends I could actually meet and hang out with. I wish I had guy friends, I want to have one so badly but for some reason it's harder to befriend them. I wish I could cry over this stuff but none of the tears make it past my eyes. I find it funny how I'm going through all this and suddenly, a lone mockingbird is singing for a mate to come their way at nearly 2 am, just as lonely and desperate as I am. God this sucks.

I feel like my existence is unnecessary

GOD i want to KILL MYSELF ive already tried countless times but GODDD its just irritating at this point like WHY CANT I DIE LMFAO JUST DIE ALREADY STUPID BODY 🥹🥹🥹

my fucking ex. hes made me cry so MANY FUCKING times and i just hate him so much for everything hes caused me. so it all started when we met and like we was sooo sweet and thoughtful and everytime we talked i just couldnt help but smile and he treated me so nicely until one day i DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED but he just DUMPED me .. i think it was because i told him im asexual. I'm not sure though, cuz one day he just randomly just replied super late and said "boohoo lil n****" ._. neither of us are even black tf. ANYWAY so this girl, they started dating within TWO HOURS of knowing each other 😭😭 and she starts bragging about how great her relationship is and how much he makes her smile and how shes excited for what their future is gonna be like together, and im staring at those floating dots and suddenly i blocked her. i just hated her immediately. I WAS actually trying to warn her about him too!! like ?? i was just trying to help and shes a b and then he pretends he doesnt know me.

I feel unimportant. Maybe its middle child syndrome. Idk...

i’m kind of a loser. i bombed my interview today, i’m doing terrible in school, and i’ve gained tons of weight. i’m really scared to disappoint my parents because they’re 1st gen immigrants and they want me to do well but i’m exhausted. but maybe i’m just lazy idk. i just feel like i cant do anything right.

Just attempted and failed again. I'm so fucking tired. That's proof I'm not even good enough to die. Why can't I just be like everyone else? Pretty, nice, caring, empathetic. But noo, I just happen to be a stupid little whore that keeps making everything worse. What is this even about? I keep telling my self that I should try more, try, try, try, be better, treat everyone better, worry, but I can't.

I just feel so useless and talentless. I've had depression and anxiety basically my whole life and I don't know what I'm doing with myself. I won't have hobbies, real friends, or ambitions and dreams for the future. I know I'll never do it because I'm scared of the pain and the afterlife, but I don't see the point of me being here. All I do is take from overs while I'm just doing nothing for anyone, if anything I'm just a waste. I don't want to live like this anymore, but I don't see myself ever getting the life I want

Hahahaha the stuff people write it’s crazy. The best anonymous site was novni. Still don’t understand why they took it down !!!! That was my favorite site. You really thought that person was talking back haha. But I like this site. It’s almost the same. Let’s see what you crazy bitches have to say lol

Hey who’s on here ???? I’m sad

Bitch! You are almost 50. Those fake eyelashes, long ass fake nails and red lipstick ain’t getting you none. You look ridiculous and you gut sticks out past your sagging tits. Give it up!

I have never seen a more desperate whore. I guess being morbidly obese leaves you no choice. And the dude has the worst taste in women. I wouldn’t touch you with an orbital lazer…

I’m so sick of crying over a girl that’s resentment for me has probably only grown and doesn’t give a crap about me. I know she holds some love for me in her own way but I just want this heartache to stop after 2 months of her leaving.

Hey there, i hope everything is going great with you and im sorry if this matter will be a bit long Anyway im a newly married woman from a conservative country and i haven't had an intercourse with my husband, im going to visit him soon as we are in distance and i was talking with my friends about this, they asked me did i prepare myself for the whole thing and i said i did prepare but in my way as i don't wax and never liked it i did it once and it was painful as hell i only shave, so they forced me to do pikini wax (i am okay with waxing my body but my private part is a red zone to me i would never let anyone get close to it except for my husband) so i was looked at by friends as i am saying something awful and that it's a rule and for you to feel feminine and for him too, i feel feminine in my own skin and my husband doesn't mind me just shaving So i feel really judged they kept talking about my topic for more than half an hour Am i overreacting

I really don't know what to talk about

At a super boring meeting. Resorting to mentally rate my coworkers boobs…