All Rants

I hate myself that me and some rando on omega masturbated to each other even tho he was 18 and I was 16, he thought I was 18, I’m that desperate, everyone on there keeps calling me cute even tho in not, why do people keep lying to me? Do they know how much I hate myself? How much I know I’m ugly?

One of my parentals never says "I love you" to me, they say I'm a weirdo and never actually love me sometimes. They argue with my family a lot, push away any other relatives, and has a lot of pride of themself. I just want to be loved by them and want to be loved by everyone. I try my best to be good and try to make people like me. But its so hard. -ON

I have this like friend and I love her she's so sweet at times but like that's the problem I think. I don't know if I like like her or not cause she calls me nice stuff she says I love you to me like a lot and she's even done a unsent project about me. Like I don't know, I think I'd happily date her but she's so like bipolar like she gets so jealous and when I upset her it's like she hates me. I literally need to walk on eggshells around her cause the second I mess up it's like I just don't mean anything to her. It bugs me SO much because I have no clue how I feel about her and she's so jealous like it's almost as if I'm not allowed my own friends but she is?? She's literally matching with someone else but the second I sent a screenshot of my chat with someone cause they said something nice it's all "it's ok I get this all the time" like I'm gonna ditch her for talking to someone else. It's so so stupid and it pisses me off so bad and I just don't know what to do anymore I'm so upset

I just had a semi fight with my college friends. We were all in one taxi cause we commute together to school (that's what we did last year) and nobody has a driving license, today, 4 days before uni starts, I ask them and they tell me that i can't go with them cuz my house is the farthest away and they basically tell me to find a taxi myself (I can't do that I'm not that rich). I know why they hate me, it's because my mom is a professor in college and they feel as if I have a privilege. I don't, even though I chose the same major I entered the uni with my grades (and there's no discount btw for students whom parents are professors so neither I nor my parents have gained anything) I think I'm deemed to be hated like this for the rest of my life honestly. I have never had a "group" of friends before. I do have a best friend from high school, but she can hang out with her other friends as well. I don't know man maybe I'm being dramatic but this really made me sad,wish I had friends man

I'm incredibly in love with one of my best friends and he doesn't like me back. I've been extremely obvious, kind of on purpose, so he almost definitely knows. It's kinda weird though because we sorta dated before (it was in middle school and we didn't actually like each other, we just confused our platonic feelings for romantic ones). Yesterday I had been leaning close to him, and one of our friends said "you two are so gay" (he's a trans man and I'm nonbinary). He brought up how we're exes to prove how nothing like that would ever happen again, and it was a more subtle hint. Then today he said something along the lines of "I don't want to date any of my friends, not again." That was a much less subtle hint. I had to laugh along with him and agree, but it hurt really bad. I don't know what to do. I guess all I can do is love him from afar, because I'd rather have him as a friend than as nothing.

I long for a reliable father figure and someone who respects and doesn't sexualize every girl on the street. I wish my dad never viewed me that way. I wish he respected women. I wish 13 year old me never had to feel self conscious if he was ever staring at my body. I wish I was more than just a girl to be sexualized and avoid getting into these weird scenarios made up by my dad, bc that's all he ever thinks about. What girls wear (ONLY girls specifically), whatever thought that comes to him first when he sees a girl, staring at girls irl or online, etc. Most days I feel like it's more comfortable to be a guy bc I always see them having it better (not putting down whoever goes through similar). That way I don't have to worry about my dad lusting over me . I hate my dad and I wish I grew up with someone better.

Villains aren’t born, they are made. Mike wazowski had rights to be a villain. Behind every villain is someone broken who deserves love just as much as you do. I take that back..if you’re like Jeffery do**** (iykyk) then you deserve death.

My parents have spilt up recently and my dad tried everything in his power to get back with my mom. She wasn’t interested at first, but for the past week and a bit my parents have been sleeping in the same bed, which for a few weeks before hand they wouldn’t even look at each other properly, so it’s a bit of a start to fixing their marriage. If I’m being honest and this is so so selfish of me to say, I sort of hope the don’t get back together. My mom ended things with my dad by just telling him she wasn’t in love with him anymore and that feeling apparently has been there for months now. My main reason why I don’t want the back together is because how can you go from falling out of love with you partner you’ve known and loved coming on 20 years, and to just break it because of 3 months worth of feelings? But at the same time I want whatever is best for my family

My friend is boring. They wake up, work, go home, sleep, repeat the next day. They ask me the same questions everyday, like clockwork. I've tried to liven up the conversation with other topics, but it always ends up the same way. I'm tired of it and some days, I don't want to respond.

💪🏻✨ I’m getting tired chat……😕😕😕😕😕😕

For the cat-callers, your mother is ashamed of you. Your father is an asshole, and I hope you trip and brake your face! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

How could you just leave me?? Why did you leave me?? Please come back I love you so much I’ll changed I’ll be different. I won’t be just mentally ill or not progress. I’m begging please please please. I love you so fucking much I can’t do this

i was ignoring these group of guys and they kept staring even when i moved and they continued even though I ignored them. I showed them that I wasn't interested. I don't understand why a group of guys were staring at me. It happened on the intown bus in Vail at night. They were all ugly and I filed a police report because they said I was a type of girl and I am not. I didn't show it bothered me. Why are they doing it anyway? I didn't even know they were staring until I glanced for a brief moment. I looked out the window, I didn't pay attention. I don't understand why because I married myself. They will never see me again. I don't understand why they did this. I never met them and they never met me. I have antisocial personality disorder. I am not a respectful person. I don't have empathy for others. This is why I hate men. They see me as an object and then when I say this they say I am sexist. WTF. Men are disgusting bigs and they deserve to be ignored.

I wish I could hate her it'd be easier to hate her sure it might hurt more seeing someone I love turn to someone i hate but then at least I could get over her instead of having panic attacks because shes gone. She told me she cares about me still but I don't know how true that is. I wish it could've never happened in the first place I wish she would still be here. We were happy it was so out of the blue or at least I thought we were happy. I wish I could get over her but I don't know how to and I don't know if I can ever let someone in again that much because if I do they might hurt me without ever meaning to they might leave too

When someone asks me what my worst fear Is I'll always say jellyfish. They do freak me out. I hate them. I scream at the sight of one but I'm too scared to admit that my real worst fear is dying alone. I don't wanna be buried with no one at my funeral but the pastor.

I been hypersexual since I was very young like since I was like 4 or 5 year old and I have no idea why I always felt disgusted with myself I never wanted to be this and I have no idea why I'm like why I'm so wrong

She’s at it again, her anger slamming and hitting things, she slammed down a glass bottle on the glass stove. I just heard her slam one of the doors upstairs. I hate when she gets like this, my body just locks up. My brain goes into this service mode, I just have to do or say anything that’ll not make her yell at me as she anger tells me she’s sorry, that she’s bothering me with this annoyance undertone. I just have to survive the next week give up any form of needs or wants back to square one, but at this point if I want or need something I’ll just wait for another commission to get it even if I gotta wait a couple months

I feel used by own best friend

I just really miss my friends and I don't think they even care about my exitied anymore I feel so alone and abdomed

Fam. How about asking me what's going on why I feel the way I do instead of blurting out opinions of me? I have a flood gate of reasons I feel the way I do fyi. Are you even a human being? If something don't affect you it's eh whatever. So don't judge what you have no clue about.