All Rants

Simply it frustrates me. People and family's hypocrisy. For one. Because I had something bad happen to me and told this person. Thay just said I'm so sorry call a crisis line and turned me away when I needed refuge from an abuser yet then they themselves cried to us their significant other hit them could they spend the night. THE FUCK!!!? SERIOUSLY!!?!? OMG. And it was lie nobody hit them they just wanted attention. and then have the fucking audacity TO TELL ME TO CALL A FUCKING CRISIS LINE AND THEM NOT TAKE THEIR OWN ADVICE;?!? OMFG. not only did they know I was abused and laughed in my abusers face they knew FULL WELL what they did to me all while claiming to be religious. Other family said about them " they're not a bad person". OH REALLY!!!?? I beg to differ. Bitch. That's only one issue of multiple with this person and these people. Are my feelings valid? Damn straight despite other family trying to invalidate them. That's bullshit plain and simple. Sigh. It's not right.

So theres a girl and I really like her. We actually were together for about a couple weeks, then she said she needed some time alone for her mental health... So I gave her space and she didn't respond for 2 weeks. Now we're talking again. But before I was gonna go to prom with her. But she said she might not be able to go. Her prom is today. The prom I want to go with her is next week. So she's at her prom rn and she's sending me pics and stuff and she's so gorgeous... But I kinda want to tell her I still like her and ask like what we are bc ever since she needed time she's acted like we're just friends and nothing more... So do I just ask her what we are or do I just ignore it and try to move on?

ive been inside my whole life. my family wasn't poor but we were middle class either. my mother doesn't really have friends or go places and my dad always went wherever alone so i grew up like this, inside. i lived in my house for 21 years and i still couldn't recommend places to go or things to do in a five mile radius. im 22, we got evicted or smth like that, and i still live indoors. yes, i have a job and i go to work and see people everyday but i work in healthcare so the ppl im meeting and seeing aren't always pleasant or someone i can befriend. i have never been to a party yhat wasn't planned my family. i have never slept at a friend's just cousins. i don't have a style in any sense. i didn't keep any friends out of high school. and i am depressed. im no longer on my meds due to insurance issues and my depression feels like its coming back and i spent thee entire saturday indoors while my parents got to see my godmom's new house. they still arent home yet and im just sad.

I’m a 9th grader and I got very close to three seniors. Two of them happened in the fall and the third happened in late February. Now I have to watch them walk the hallways of high school for the last time, knowing I’ll never be able to run to their lockers, say good morning to their faces, or travel to meets together. And I don’t want to think about the fact that I’ll have to get through junior year without any of my besties because the other two are going to be graduating next year.

I think it’s unfair for a girl as young as me to feel as much pain as I do. Not the pain you imagine. The pain you feel. My bones break like twigs. About one every 3 months-not to mention my genetic mutation leaves me with other side effects. They make my ligaments tear easy. My skin bruise like a 3 week old apple. And most of the time I can’t walk. my rib is broken right now and I can’t do a fucking thing about it because my parents refuse to take me to the doctors because you can’t do anything about it anyway. I’m so tired of this pain. I’m so so so fucking tired. I just want to be able to walk without pain, or breathe, that would suffice. But no. I’m stuck with a fucking curse since the day I was born

I need to help someone whose really lonely. What do I d

...Being childless by circumstance sucks... I want to be a mother so badly, but... there's always a reason why now isn't a good time... Without a partner in this economy, it would be impossible... so... I'm waiting to meet my Special Someone... if he's even out there... I'm trying to increase my faith in God so that I don't completely give up hope... but it's really hard... My life still has meaning with or without a child, but I'm going to be so miserable if the child(ren) I want never become a reality... I don't want my father's bloodline to end with me, and I want a soul to know love and give love to... Maybe someday it'll happen... but while I wait, I'm gonna make the most of my time. I'm going to learn all that I can about processes, options, health topics, etc. so that I'm ready when that day comes... if it does come, God willing... God, if you can hear me, please let this wish of mine come true. Amen.

i spend the whole day in my bad doing nothing i just wasted all my day on my phone while my sister is always out actually living her life, and i feel like a failure

I hate myself right now. And I don’t know how to feel about this. I’m anxious and I wanna either self harm or make myself vomit. I just disgust myself

My mother is downstairs screaming at my sister saying about how her life is so terrible and she can’t deal with me or her anymore. She’s screaming that either she leaves or my sister does and giving a final ultimatum. This has been going on for a while. I don’t want either to leave yet. My mother has issues but she’s still my mother. And my sister while annoying at times, I don’t want her to struggle either. Not really. I just feel very lost. I’m sure the neighbours can probably hear. It’s awkward and I just want the argument to be over.

today is my last day here ive finally given up theres no fucking point im going to do it tonight after wishing i could im finally going to whats the point in being here? no-ones going to miss me

Why do some friends thinks it’s normal to point out like I’m fat. Bro I’m still fucking losing weight yk? it’s so annoying to be just ruining my good mood.

I can’t seem to get out of this void of sadness and loneliness. The moment something goes slightly wrong, I fall apart. It’s been happening so often that i hate it. And I hate myself. I can never get something right. I can’t be strong. I hate being weak i hate it. I hate feeling lonely and needing closeness. Why can’t there be just someone who understands me and gets me right?

ok so um my uncle keeps making fun of my acne like i already told you to stop?? my mom and other relatives arent doing anything as well about it and they KNOW its something i dont like and am insecure about um sorry btw but thats it.

I have so much in my mind that I cant even explain have friends to vent but didn't want to tell them

There has been so much change within this year. but I feel like I'm just kinda heading down hill in some ways. I had to break off my 8 year relationship and leave my 9 year old daughter behind. With many emotional episodes in between the lines and still a lot of mental recovery for all of us I guess. At this point I'm even scared to be fully honest on a venting website. It still feeling like he is watching me and will use anything to keep as proof that I am a terrible mother. But this is what I mean these thought of being scared and not being able to share what I want to isn't good. I always feel like something worse is about to happen so I'm on fight or flight mode all the time. It's hard to move on when you spent so many years with someone and you have no choice to leave because there was problems that we were causing and creating. There was physical abuse and financial abuse, addiction and so much more but having to come to terms with and tryingto except what was my reality.

There is this mentality in society (It seems to have become more prevalent today than it used to be) that sex is only sex when you "go all the way". It isn't brand new. I wish I could say it was, but Clinton said 30 years ago "I did not have sex with that woman" because she only sucked him off and he only got off from it once. They did call it oral sex. It involved one person putting another person's genitals in her mouth. I'm sure it felt good. For one person, it tasted good (must have, what else would have motivated her to do it?) I know I'm getting boned up thinking about it. No, it was sex, whether he redefined that word or not. It wasn't sexual intercourse, but it was definitely sex.

I have been reading about people being offended by this site because they allow "fascists" to post on here. This is free speech platform. Regardless of your ability and propensity to call anything you don't agree with "fascist". And that is what a lot of people say. "America is now a fascist dictatorship". Don't be a jackass. Your homework today is to look up the definitions of 2 words. "fascist" and "dictatorship". See if you can learn something, because obviously you don't have any clue what you are talking about.

People are complaining about gasoline reaching $4 a gallon. Hey, I don't like it either, only a little bit more than when it reached $5 under the Biden administration. And where was the left then? "Oh he's just cleaning up the mess #45 left." Well, #47 is still cleaning up the mess #46 threw at us. And avoiding a whole lot of other messes there would have been if we had gotten Harris for a #47. Not to mention all the crap we have dealt with for the past 45 years nobody has ever done anything about. Iran had to be this close to being able to nuke the whole world, or at least all the infidels, in order for ANYBODY to do anything about it. I say it's about time. Take those jerks back down to where they belong. Oh, and also, there are a few posts on here about "People being allowed to post fascist rants" boo hoo. I don't like it either, but it's called "freedom of speech". If you don't like what you read, read something else! Jeez Louise, is it that hard?

Fighting the urge to tell my friend, we dated for 1 summer in high school, that im an option to date instead. We're talking about Romantic relationships