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Recent Rants
I sang in a choir concert in a neighbouring town. After the concert a comment was made to my face that the person working for the place we performed at, was "so clearly into me" & "trying to get my attention" & "we would make a great couple". That was literally the first time we ever met. Didn't even talk to each other. Just simply existed in the same room for an hour. He seemed like a nice guy, but I don't know him... and I like someone else in my hometown. But comments like these are the reason why I haven't said anything about my feelings to him.. and propably never will. Being single in your 30's & living in a small town simply... sucks. Oh, why? Mainly because you can't exists in the same space with other people your age without being made the main character of biggest gossip.
I am tierd of life. I constantly think about suicide and i cant even stop it. I have even planned it i have thought attleast three methods. Jumping from a building we have in this city. Drowning myself in a ship dock we have here. My favourite one wich i have no tools for. Sitting on beach at morning looking at sunshine and putting a bullet throught my brains. Leaving my phone open on my lap with a message. Goodbyes for everyone. I calculated chances what happens if i die or not. 33% chance i end up in somewhere better. 33% chance things end up worse. 33% chance things end up being similiar than they allready are. Being alive gives those same chances everyday. How ever. Im tierd. So tierd of trying and burning out again and again knowing how weak i am and how nothing chances for better. I tried therapists medications hobbies. I worked out for a while. I ended up walking front of a car 3 times in Less than a year. Because i got burnt out. I just tried to live normal life.
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Need to rant? Let it out. Anonymous.
so sorry i need help n not like everyone else . did u even notice rge persons around u have needs too.
You're amazing and you're loved You're never alone, even if you think you are Love yourself, treat yourself to some icecream Don't let the raindrops of hatred wither your soul else it will wither you. -r.s
hi r.s i js wanna be respectful to everyone here so i was wondering what i should call yall and i dont want it to be js like guys or like ppl yk? thx-f.g
It's been over ten minutes since I asked for closure. I know I'm probably not gonna get and that's okay. I better see you all on here alive tomorrow. -Astro
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Why are relationships between mother and daughter so rough? Why doesnt my mom ever see me as a person? Im always just some sort of vessel to her. im kind of sick of everything. i cant go anywhere i dont have a ID i cant get a job. Is this life forever? I dont know . im so miserable all the time i wish i could just die
everyone, if u see this release a 'rant' so astro knows ur ok and alive and gets the closure and peace and knowledge that they matter that they deserve the world thank you all so much-f.g
I know I said I was going to bed but my pathetic ass had to log on to check on you beauties one more time before I sleep. I need closure yall are doin okay. I'll log off soon I hope. -Astro
I wish I had friends. No matter what i do. I'll never be able to fit in. Or be even capable of making good conversation
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hi astro, i think ull only see this later but is it rude if i ask u where in the world u r now js cus the time diff, im in victoria, australia rn and its 6 30 pm, reso ml, if u could pls too? js so ik what times yall r gonna be 'online'/awake cus i like knowing that im not the only one here thx luv yall so much yall got no idea, when i say that i mean i think yall care more abt me than my irl 'friends'-f.g
hey astro, no thats actually so fucking valid. i hope u get ur own laptop or ipad or phone or whatever it is soon for ur sake and i dont wanna say u dont need to be on here bc maybe u do, maybe it keeps u alive, ill never know ig but its alright if ur not on here as long as ur comfortable and safe ml but also, dont js suddenly go off, try slowly, maybe 5 mins everynight, maybe less, hope u get better❤️-f.g
Time for me to go to bed. Yall pray I don't get caught by someone awake at 3:30am because my mom knows I've been up late every day for the past few days (Little does she know what she thinks is days is years) but if she sees me or if my dad sees me I'm SCREWED. I need to clean my bathroom, brush my teeth, and sneak into bed. Wish me luck and see you lovelies tomorrow. :3 -Astro
I feel like everyone around me is struggling and so I can't be struggling and I'm trying my best not to but at the moment i'm just finding it really hard to cope and not be depressed or anxious and I want to be able to be normal and support my friends but it feels a bit like i'm drowning. i can't prioritise school enough and i'm getting bad grades and people are disappointed in me. I'm disappointed in myself. I just feel really nauseous whenever I'm anxious and that makes it worse. I just want to stay at home for a really long time but I barely get to be there anymore. I just need a lot more time
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Need to rant? Let it out. Anonymous.
Yo F.G how you doin? I saw your reply to my rant. Thanks for the advice but I do struggle with that stuff. I usually go to bed right after I'm done on screens. I hate going to bed early because I feel the need to be on here. This is a family computer so I can't use it during the day when other people are awake. They'll see my rants and have nothing but pity for me knowing my family. Sorry it took me so long to respond I hear someone coming down to were I am and am trying to type slow and silent. Loud ass keyboard yk? -Astro
i feel guilty for taking up space as a person and idk what’s wrong with me i only talk about how i feel when im fucked up because that’s the only time i don’t care about being a burden. i wish i was comfortable in my own skin for once
I just wanted everyone on here to know your amazing human beings no matter what you think. Unless your one of those people that are just on here to be assholes to people that are suffering. But to those of you who want to end it just think. How do you know tomorrow will be the same if you don't live to see it? Something good could happen and you'd never know. And to the rape victims on here, you didn't deserve it. It's not your fault. It's the stupid ass fucking society we live in. I love you beauties. See you on here at about 12am-4am CT every night? See you beauties then! <3