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Hello :D Im very bored and its a school night so, Ima rant about making masks as a new therian!! :3 So yesterday i made my first mask !! I made a fire fox lol but i cant cut out the eyes T-T i cut my hand trying to make holes for my eyes- Dont trust me with scissors and crafts lol Anyways still currently working on a new mask :3 im gonna make this one have a nose that sticks out bc i like the idea!! :D Uhh so i havent looked at rants lol but if your able to comment on here, could any therians out there give me some tips for making carboard masks? That would be helpful!! Oop uh- Why did i just here smthn fall- OH MY JAX PLUSHIE PFT- Alright im back but i dont rly have anything else to say xd :3 cya ill rant another time :D

I don't know who I am and it feels like no one actually cares about me. I wish I could make genuine connections that last. I hold no value in a conversation other than being quiet, overly people pleasing, and "nice". I feel bad for people who show interest in me because I know that once they get to know me they'll find out I'm a hollow shell. People eventually forget about me and I'm left feeling lonely and miserable. I want to be spontaneous and be myself, and I want to be liked enough to be missed, but its hard to do that when you don't have a sense of self and lack personality. I hate how I talk, I hate how I think, I hate myself.

i realized im the one creating the gap between me and my parents. i dont know what to do anymore. i can see how my problems are affecting them i hate myself every time i cry in front of them. i feel so guilty for blaming them for so long and i realize that i wouldnt know what to do if i had to deal with me either. i feel so guilty i cant even face them. i hate myself so much because ive been so ungrateful to them when they are the best parents i could ask for. i feel even worse when they tell me i have nothing to feel sorry for because how could i be so horrible to them and they don't even need me to be sorry?

I don’t even know anymore I’m actually crashing out because like we’ve been friend for so long and I really never have had a crush so I don’t know what it feels like but I kinda want to kiss her if that makes sense? And she’s so cool but I also had this exact situation with another friend of mine and I can’t tell what’s happening in my mind because like I would kiss her but at the same time there’s no way we’d ever kiss or I don’t even know I’m kinda crashing out about this

idk what it is but i absolutely hate the rant videos

I used to think that he might have loved me, it sure felt like it. But in the end it was all love bombing. A part of me wishes to go back to that, feeling like I actually mattered in your life. When you talked to me all the time and not only when it was convenient. Maybe it was my fault, maybe I pushed you away. But I’m tired of feeling jealous and unwanted. I wish I never met you, but at the same time, if I never met you, I would probably be dead right now. Because even if you don’t know it, you helped me through the hardest time of my life.

I'm so lonely I'm starting to miss being abused. At least then I mattered to someone.

my mom is really toxic and she cant acknowledge it because she wants to have power over me even though shes being a dick. she has exploited me ever since my father left. everytime we have an arugment she dismisses my side, and when she feels like shes "losing" she uses taking my phone as a power move.

nobody really cares about me. i can't really blame them, i struggle to reach out to people or i just seem to bug people too much to be worth anyone's time. im so lonely but i don't want to tell my friends because we're so distant now it's not like they'd actually care anyway. i just wish someone truly knew me but i don't want people to know me deeply because im terrible. im lonely to the point i made up a person in my head who i fantasize about when i need companionship or someone to talk to. i'm so pathetic. i don't think any of my friends would even notice if i disappeared

My ex-best friend and I 'broke up' almost a year ago and I'm glad she's miserable now. Her jealousy of me and the strain that put on our relationship was the number one cause of our split. I flourished after we ended our friendship and still am to this day, and she's still publicly bitter about other people's success. It's so petty and kind of mean, but I'm glad she's doing badly, she deserves it for making my life a living hell because she couldn't work through her own feelings.

Im sick and tired of being my parents therapist, they always vent to me and its making me feel worn out, i dont want to hear about their relationship problems because i already hear it everyday from theyre stupid arguements. They also dont even choose to get help. Whenever they do they only do therapy for 3 weeks, they think a couple of weeks will fix everything when it wont. i tell them its a long process but they choose to ignore me. im their daughter not theyre therapist

I'm in a cult. Boo hook you Christianic whiny bitches. Anyway my cult is about self harm and suicide, and we all take turns committing until all are gone! Anyway I tried, failed and got kicked out so now I feel shitty because I felt like i actually belonged so I joined spawnisim

So after looking for remote work, which seemed like it was an eternity, I finally nailed a seemingly great position. It pays way more and again, I can work at home, which is personally great for me because lately for me working in the public started to really increase my anxiety. I was also working for a pair, or really a trio, of bad bosses at my last job. However, just being at this job for only about a month, there are already some decent size problems I have with this job. First, there was not much of a connection with my boss because he was not very communicative for about the first week. Then it became apparently cleared that the finances of this place are not the best and he is not the most mature when it comes to running a business. Not to mention I found out he has a felony on his record (not sure what kind) and he is going to have a messy divorce it seems very soon. I'm not sure what to do at this point....

every morning feels so suffocating. i have to act like im fine and act multiple acts at once just to be heard.. i feel like no one actually cares. im in love with this girl but cant be with her due to family problems and religon. i know she likes me back but i cant bring myself to hurt my family and break my beliefs like that. everday i try making it through the day while doing well in school. i try my very best to be good enough for EVERYONE but NO ONE cares.. i always come home to me getting shouted at for the smallest things and i dont know how to express myself anymore when all ive ever known my whole life is to bottle eveything up. i cant even get peace at night when i sleep cause all i do is overthink and hear voices in my head telling me stuff like, "you'll never be good enough" "this is why mom loves your siblings more" "why cant you eat less?" IT HURTS.. everyday feels like i js need to survive through all of this. i just want to run away and my alone.

there's this guy 3 years older who I'm in love with. I've spoken to him once but I'm too scared to speak too him again and I'm dreading the day I will never see him again because its literally a month away. i know i dont have a chance with him but i cant live with the fact that i will never get to know this guy ive been obsessed with for multiple months. he doesnt even know i like him that way he doesnt even know my name. i fucking hate how i fall for ppl who have no interest in me back.

im in love with this girl at my school. she makes me feel so happy but i really dont think were on the same page. i do everything i can to get her attention but it doesnt work. maybe one day

FUCK HE JUST TOLD ME THAT I AM A REJECTED FROM MY DREAM COLLEGE WHILE HE IS THERE. EXCUSE ME FINE IM NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR THAT SCHOOL ANYWAY. IM SORRY IM STUPID, IK SORRY IM NOT THAT SMART

My relationship makes me feel a lot. Sometimes we are okay but sometimes we don’t. Now we are in we dont

My ex is a complete peice of shit. I hope karma bites him in the ass and the girl he's with breaks up with him. He emotionally cheated on me and lied, gaslighted me. I hope he suffers and be the lonely peice of heartless shit he is.

I keep messing up, the more I try not to be a burden-the more problems I create for other people to solve. I try to be perfect, then I don't do it right. Then I feel ashamed and feel like crying. Even if the other person tells me it's okay, I just can't accept that my mistakes don't have a cost. I bet they are secretly angry at me. I feel bad for getting it wrong. I self loathe a lot, fucking up your own shit is not as hurtful as someone else's. I swallow it all back in, I don't know any different.