Fuck everyone. Fuck my family ESPECIALLY MY MOM. Fuck my old friends. I'm so tired of understanding their bullshit. Was I put into this world just to put up with their shitty behaviour? I used to resent my parents a lot for always getting mad and getting physically aggressive. But now, I'm turning into an angry person as well. It's scary because now, I'm actually imagining hurting people once they do me wrong. I guess it actually fucking runs in the family huh? I have such crazy inconsiderate people in this household. What's worse is I suffer just as much in school. I moved school already but now I'm scared to engage with people because I've been carrying my trauma from my previous school. FUck. What did I do to deserve these pieces of shit around me? I feel like a fucking dog just letting them walk all over me. Recently, I jst found out 2 of my closest best friends both dated my ex after we broke up wtf? They literally witnessed me going fucking crazy cause of wht that guy did to me.
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for some reason everytime i'm off on a day that we have a team meeting it gets rescheduled so that i have to attend! but when other people are out of office we never reschedule it for them to attend. i'm tired of people i need an actual break!
I've felt like shit since my girlfriend left me. I've been sleeping less, talking to others less often, and not eating as much—all that kind of shit. Nothing feels worth it anymore. I've just been rotting away in my room, leaving occasionally to eat or for hygiene. I've been nothing but a loser in my room, playing shitty games, calling with the only real person I trust, doomscrolling for hours on end, and doing the thing that makes me hate myself the most, masturbating. I've continued to do this nearly every night when I'm alone, when it's dark and late. I can't stop myself from doing it. I would've stopped. I actually did when I still had her in my life. Now that she's gone, I've only began to worsen. I want nothing more than to blow my brains out tomorrow.
I wanna move. I don't wanna live among these horrible neighbours anymore. My life has been a hell because of them. I can't do this anymore and nobody, not even the landlord, is doing anything. I'm actually s**cidal at this point because of them. It's been a living hell for so long, I can't do this much longer. I need sleep. I need peace. I need a normal heart rate. I need my life back.
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I know I have everything everyone would wish they had: a nice home, a great family, good grades. But I'm so exhausted. I'm so tired of having to act like a goody lil 2 shoes in order satisfy the voices in my head. And the worst part is no matter how good I am, I'm never good enough. The truth is I hate myself, and I will never love myself ever, simply because realistically it's impossible. It's impossible to love yourself when you're not good enough, when you're so obsessed with the idea of being smart, strong, independent, fun and overall *perfect*. It's worse when every single thing that helps me cope is immediately becoming the thing that breaks me apart even more. I hate how sensitive I am and how sensitive the world is, I just wanna have fun, and to not care about how ppl would look at me when they see stuff that aren't even their business. I wanna keep living in a fantasy where I'm someone else, someone stronger, maybe even meaner. The only way I can see it happen is dying.
I WANNA DIE SO BAD BUT WHY AM I SO SCARED TO I HATE MYSELD I HATE YLL THIS I JUST WANNA DIE SO WHY CANT PLEASE JUST DID JUST DIE JUST DIE I WANNA DIE SO JUST DIE ALREADY I WANNA BE IN PAIN AND DIE I HOPE MY MOM DIES I HOPE JOASH DIES I HOPE MY DAD DIES I HOPE MY SIBLINGS DIE I HOPE YOU PEOPLE WHO MADE ME SUFFER JUST FUCKING DIES I WANNA DIE I HAGE MYSELF I SWEAR TO GOD IM GONNA FUCONG KILL ,YSELF I HLPE I HOPE SO MUCH K DKE SO JUSTD DIEKEIE ALRWADZ
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WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?!? I MEAN HOW MUCH INSECURE DO YOU HAVE TO BE TO START ARGUEMENTS AT EVERY SINGLE THING?!? AND HOW THE FUCK DO YOU LEARN HOW TO FUCKING COMPARE TWO THINGS, WHICH BTW ARE COMPLETELY UNRELATED...I LOVE *THEM ALOT BUT GENUINELY WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN TO SAY WHEN YOU LITERALLY ARE COMPARING SMTHN THAT DUMBS YOU DOWN WITH SMTHN THAT SOMEONE ENJOYS WHICH MIND YOU IS NOT RUINING THE ENVIORENMENT AND NOR IS IT MAKING ME DUMBER?!? WHAT THE FUCK?!? I LOVE *THEM, NO DOUBT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO BUT THE THING IS HOW AND WHY DO YOU FEEL THE NEED TO FIGHT FOR SMTHN LIKE THIS?!? I LOVE *THEM, AND AGAIN I WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO BUT THAT IS DEFINIETLY NOT A HEALTHY OR A POSTIVE FUCKING THING TO DO AS SOMEONE WHO IS THIS CLOSE TO ME?!? I MEAN WHAT.THE.FUCK.? LORD HELP ME! LIKE I REALLY REALLY REALLY DON'T WANT TO DO SOME SORTA FUCKERY AND NOR DO I WANT TO THINK OF IT BUT THE THING IS I REALLY WANNA KNOW IF THIS IS ACTUALLY HOW IT IS SUPPOSED TO WORK?!?!?!??!?!
GOOOOOOOOOOD i am so sick of going out and seeing and watching and talking to other people. I'm sick. Everybody pisses me off and school especially is wringing me dry and the term has just started. I hate everyone, I wish I could just push them all away so they could stop existing around me because I don't care what they have to say to me and I have absolutely nothing good to say to them. I hate doing things that make me happy or things that are fun and i hate going to the classes i used to like and talking to the friends i love. i hate waking up every morning when its not a weekend. i hate sundays. i wish every day was a saturday where i could be alone in my house doing nothing. nothing i do makes me proud. i did great last term and got full marks in accelerated english. i fucking feel nothing about it and im just glad i never have to do it again. im not proud of myself. i hate going outside and i hate staying inside alone. i have never felt more miserable to be okay.
i’m over trying speaking my mind these days. either they think i’m attacking them or they just don’t get that im a new mom again after 17 years and don’t got the patience or care to repeat myself these days anymore. it’s exhausting! i’m done being the bigger person to those who have no personal growth and claim we fell off bc i have a man now. mahhh actually we been fell off. but they don’t hear me tho.
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There's this person that I'm really intrigued by and see a bit of myself in. I haven't had the guts to approach them directly as I worry that doing so will essentially be me harassing them or something of the sort. The other day, I thought that I might ask them something, but saw that a few people I knew were sitting nearby to them so I flaked and made conversation with those folks instead. The conversation (right in front of the person btw) was super awkward and I was trying way too hard to be funny, I don't know why I said half of the stuff that I did but it was all so unlike me and out of character. I want to explain everything and clarify that I don't actually act like that, I'm fairly certain that their perception of me has changed but I feel so conflicted. Where am I supposed to start?? Would it be way too weird to apologize?
I can't do anything my dad is a strict ass my mom is a nag and my sister gets all the attention and I'm nothing the only time I feel happy is when i play music and that's pretty much never
I just broke up with my first love I don’t know what to feel or do I mean by the end of it I just felt like his roommate there was no love in anything I tried to fix it but all my efforts went over his head. I don’t know what to do I mean we live together we share a bed but his family loves me but I ran away from home I have nowhere but here I feel stuck and half the reason the relationship didn’t work was because of me I was just another thing he had to take care of.
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I’m so embarrassed right now. I tried to help someone feel better but I guess it kind of backfired? Basically someone randomly vented in my group chat and no one else was really responding, so I tried to help them by reassuring them and giving advice, but it sounded a bit dismissive and wasn’t super comforting so 3 people left after. I tried asking someone if what I said was wrong and they criticized me which just made me feel worse. I know I didn’t type anything terrible and it was obvious I had good intent but I’m embarrassed and mad that people would leave so suddenly. I was having a terrible day and couldn’t think straight and just wanted to help someone. :/
oh wait im back why are all of you sadd i get its a vent place :( Im here for all of yall tho ily all sm as friends :[ im always here and i dont vent lots bc its personal but i get yalls pain sm...
Hello :D Im very bored and its a school night so, Ima rant about making masks as a new therian!! :3 So yesterday i made my first mask !! I made a fire fox lol but i cant cut out the eyes T-T i cut my hand trying to make holes for my eyes- Dont trust me with scissors and crafts lol Anyways still currently working on a new mask :3 im gonna make this one have a nose that sticks out bc i like the idea!! :D Uhh so i havent looked at rants lol but if your able to comment on here, could any therians out there give me some tips for making carboard masks? That would be helpful!! Oop uh- Why did i just here smthn fall- OH MY JAX PLUSHIE PFT- Alright im back but i dont rly have anything else to say xd :3 cya ill rant another time :D
I don't know who I am and it feels like no one actually cares about me. I wish I could make genuine connections that last. I hold no value in a conversation other than being quiet, overly people pleasing, and "nice". I feel bad for people who show interest in me because I know that once they get to know me they'll find out I'm a hollow shell. People eventually forget about me and I'm left feeling lonely and miserable. I want to be spontaneous and be myself, and I want to be liked enough to be missed, but its hard to do that when you don't have a sense of self and lack personality. I hate how I talk, I hate how I think, I hate myself.