Recent Rants
I’m so sick of being told to restrict myself so other people will find me decent to be around while at the same time telling me that nobody entitled to bow down to my bullshit, like I’m the worst person in the world. It’s hypocritical, it’s selfish, it’s boneheaded, it’s nasty. They want me to respect others opinions and put my feelings aside, yet at the same time don’t even want to take the fucking effort to understand how I feel. Just either tell me you don’t want anything to do with me or shut the hell up. Even if you’re trying to be empathetic you’ve failed miserably because you just think the advice will automatically work because it’s uncomfortable. It’s tough love without the love and it’s the most insidious shit I’ve ever had the displeasure to see. And fuck other mentally ill people who use that shit as well. Empathy is a 2 way street people and everyone is required to show up for each other regardless mentally ill or not. Just please think about that.
I'm so weak that I can't even get an injection my mum is pissed at me for not getting it. I feel s ofucking weak. I just want to die.
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I just feel really empty. For 4 years I’ve been consuming self help content for the hopes that it would finally help me fix my life. But every time I get online I’m instantly reminded that everything thinks of me as burden, someone who’s such a loser that they can’t even take care of themselves so everybody is criticizing me while at the same time telling me that whatever I’m suffering with is not any of their business, I can’t even talk to my family because this stuff is so personal and theirs no telling how they might react. I don’t care if it seems selfish it’s a legitimate fear of mine. So I just looks like I’m on my own for a while. At least people can’t tell me that I’m fucking up if I don’t bother them.
me and you making wet noises in a dim lit room that smells like flavoured vape n ur cologne
my life wasn't so bad afterall. I feel like I'm just overreacting. My friend had it worse than me. Why am I like this?
I don't get this woman. I don't think I've ever met someone as much of a compulsive liar as her. It's so weird.
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Been with my bf 2 year coming up in September and recently the last few months I feel like only I had to keep doing chores around the place we live in. I cook, clean, make the place look presentable but I ask for help that I don’t get or get way later on after I have started to do it. He doesn’t put his phone down from scrolling or playing dumb games while I sit there waiting for some sort of conversation. I’m a crafty person and make him little gifts all the time especially for his birthday but I can barely hint to him I want little meaningful things that don’t have to be worth even a cent… all he does is talk me up to people he’s around but when he’s home it feels so different. He planned a date for us this past weekend, guess what? It fell through because he pulled meat out of the freezer for me to end up dealing with or it would have gone bad. Like I just don’t even imply anything is cute anymore when I said flowers from the side of the road would even make me happy :/
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i genuinely cannot comprehend animal abusers, like hello??? how are people like them not locked up??? innocent animals being the subject of their torture isn't any different from harming humans, id say it's even worse. can't even imagine how worse they'd be if they got their hands on people. genuine psychopaths bro the animals done nothing to them and they decide to do the most horrid things to them and treat it like some kind of fun or content. IT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING. All of them should disappear from this world.
These people have putting me through hell thumping/stomping all hours of the night and in morning. I really have no words right now. 2am last night 5 to 6to 630 or this morning as if they're doing it on purpose. Idk what to do atm. I don't want to do things that could cause me to go to jail. The problem is they keep getting away with it and you can't talk to them. Ive been troubled with this for months. My fam doesn't want any confrontations that's why they won't say anything and it doesn't really affect them it affects me because they sleep above me. I don't know. I seriously don't enjoy being thumper stomped out of bed because they're either doing it on purpose or they don't gaf because theyre miserable with their own lives. If this crap doesn't stop something bad might happen. I don't deserve this and I don't know why that do it. I'm fed up and can only take so much of their bullshit. They know the noise rules everybody received a copy. Of course nobody follows rules here.
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I sang in a choir concert in a neighbouring town. After the concert a comment was made to my face that the person working for the place we performed at, was "so clearly into me" & "trying to get my attention" & "we would make a great couple". That was literally the first time we ever met. Didn't even talk to each other. Just simply existed in the same room for an hour. He seemed like a nice guy, but I don't know him... and I like someone else in my hometown. But comments like these are the reason why I haven't said anything about my feelings to him.. and propably never will. Being single in your 30's & living in a small town simply... sucks. Oh, why? Mainly because you can't exists in the same space with other people your age without being made the main character of biggest gossip.
I am tierd of life. I constantly think about suicide and i cant even stop it. I have even planned it i have thought attleast three methods. Jumping from a building we have in this city. Drowning myself in a ship dock we have here. My favourite one wich i have no tools for. Sitting on beach at morning looking at sunshine and putting a bullet throught my brains. Leaving my phone open on my lap with a message. Goodbyes for everyone. I calculated chances what happens if i die or not. 33% chance i end up in somewhere better. 33% chance things end up worse. 33% chance things end up being similiar than they allready are. Being alive gives those same chances everyday. How ever. Im tierd. So tierd of trying and burning out again and again knowing how weak i am and how nothing chances for better. I tried therapists medications hobbies. I worked out for a while. I ended up walking front of a car 3 times in Less than a year. Because i got burnt out. I just tried to live normal life.