All Rants

pleaseplease dude fuck please i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore im so tireed i want a break im so fucking tired i cant i cant do this i cant fucking live like this anymore im so sorry i cannt fucking do this nothing is helping anymore icant im sorry im so so fucking sorry im so soryri cant

I’m a dad and so upset with my 2 older kids. I’ve done so much, supported, and given my children do much. I’ve even given them space to be independent. Their priorities are f*cked up. One thinks that a full social calendar is stressful when she ought to be more concerned about post-grad employment. She ghosts her family and takes us for granted. She cares for us, but out of sight means out of mind to her. The other kid is a princess who is more concerned about looking pretty than cleaning up after herself or organizing her college search. Her mom wakes her daily, packs her breakfast and lunch - like WTF- make your own today!!!!! The icing is my tween just always rolls her eyes at me. I am pretty sure she hates me. I work a FT job that is high stress, definitely under appreciated, and starting to feel no joy from my kids. Sick and tired of being forgotten by them. Then, my wife and I…we went from having sex 1-2 a month to suddenly 4-5 a week. I’m really enjoying it - but wondering y

Janet Robinson villifies me i tried fix things with her i am waiting for her apologise i was gonna say somethin but i was confused by how nice she was i am not liar

Sergio raped me + spread rumores about me + poisoned me

leave me alone stop spreading rumores about stop trying sabotage love for me i did not use to be wooden i dont plan nothin but i sabotage myself

im not gay im not liar im not monster stop spreading rumores + stop protecting Jews who raped me I was victim of Mossad

my heart feels so heavy its almost been a year since i started uni im studying ELT for being a teacher but i cant do anything right i havent done any uni experiences properly i dont really have friends to hangout even if i used to have it last period i still felt so frustrated, and this night the feeling came again that im so damn alien oblivious alienated pitied why cant i have a proper life proper social experiences im at uni im 19yo i thought itdve changed i thought it was just my highschool experience but its continuing it feels so jarring so heavy in my heart

I enjoy hurting myself in any shape or form from cutting to purposely self sabotaging any good thing in my life. I am attracted to gore and romanticising killers and cannibalists, to watching it, and learning all the ways they do it in podcasts…how I’ve always felt like an outcast but not the normal like “oh nobody likes me” it’s more of a “I’m not real and this world is just simulation and everyone is being made to hate me”…..I hate when someone has worse mental health then me I feel so competitive that I purposely make myself worse to feel like I’m the best. I go from self loathing to thinking I’m the best in the world and that everyone is a loser. I’ve purposely stalked people, learning every pathway they walk and their schedules, favourite foods down to certain behaviours they express only to certain people, to learning their socials and who they are friends with to families. I get that it’s wrong and messed but if anything I could not care less.

I hate the world. I hate the damn universe. Everything in it sucks.

i’m in high school, and everyone says “it’s just high school,” but no one talks about what it’s actually like to take academic classes like bio, chem, and math while doing sports, trying to have a life, and dealing with your own thoughts. no adult has been real with me about that. i come home after constant tests and assignments, and instead of support, i get yelled at for failing and not having a job. even though i’ve applied to so many places and i’m still trying. i know i’m not doing my best, but this is my first time doing any of this. it doesn’t feel fair. i’m exhausted. on top of school, i’ve been dealing with relationship stress too. i tried to talk to my parents and explain everything, but instead of listening, i got yelled at again. i know i lashed out, but i’ve hit my limit. i’m tired of being reduced to grades just to make them happy, especially when it doesn’t even feel like they’re happy having me.

I feel so alone. im just 13 and dad passed away year ago, then this year my grandma will die? im done it feels like im losing everyone. when i was younger there was a bit of abuse in my family, also got szually assaulted in school which caused me the constant fear of boys i couldnt even get to school i was in 1th grade everythings more hard when my mom is emotionally abusive and doesnt care aslong no one sees im struggling. I got depression and mental issues, which made her even more mad to me like its my fault. how did i deserve such a life? i feel pressured to be perfect by my mom, if i dont do school perfectly to her she will threaten me, tells me im disable crazy and more. i dont think i want to live like this no more. no escape. no one understands me, i hope someday i will get better and get away from my mom. if anyones reading this, your not alone 💕

27 minutes of doom and despair (sad audios) trust search this on yt if you need music to match your sadness. Its okayyy to be sadddd!!!! life is like a dih it cant always be hard.... uhm anw hope you all are okayyyyy sincerely, meee

my best friend and her manz is having problems and she crying in class so I tried to help her feel better but then I also am kinda having problems with my man but like her and her man are talking to each other and everyone's nosy about it so now I'm just in the bathroom stall sitting down like saying that my eyes are waterey because I yawned. super aura and so tufff.

I want to survive withought my mum I LOVE HER so much to the end of the universe and back infinity times but I always crying for her example I gave her the wrong time for a important event because I was too lazy to read a email when I did my part I was ealrly in the event I saw her face on the glass spreading as she couldn’t hear me staring into my eyes very day I wish I could regret I think of bad ways I just want support there is no one I have no one I trust no one who I now will react well I wish I had Somone who knew me for me. I cry heavily at night making sure no one hears me … pls tell me what to do

I feel like a failure every now and then I make a mistake it hurts my mum she very sensitive I shouted at her for taking £95 from me I was greedy I want to learn how to stop crying any second I think about it I cry non stop I am crying when I write you this I tied to tell my sister she told me that I was at wrong I don’t want to be told if I’m at wrong I just want suppport

Doesn't matter what I do I'll always hate myself for looking in the mirror and seeing her. My horrible personality is because of you and I'll always blame her, my mom. I get it all from you and I can't stop the generational trauma because I've already started and can't stop so just fucking die or I'll kill you. I genuinely will. I don't care if I end up in juvie as long as you're dead and gone. Because it's your fault I hate absolutely everything about me. Just die please. Or maybe I'll just die

lowkey i hate not being someone's first choice. It just sucks when you think someone's your best friend just to find out that you aren't theirs because there's someone else they like more than you

Fuck everyone. Fuck my family ESPECIALLY MY MOM. Fuck my old friends. I'm so tired of understanding their bullshit. Was I put into this world just to put up with their shitty behaviour? I used to resent my parents a lot for always getting mad and getting physically aggressive. But now, I'm turning into an angry person as well. It's scary because now, I'm actually imagining hurting people once they do me wrong. I guess it actually fucking runs in the family huh? I have such crazy inconsiderate people in this household. What's worse is I suffer just as much in school. I moved school already but now I'm scared to engage with people because I've been carrying my trauma from my previous school. FUck. What did I do to deserve these pieces of shit around me? I feel like a fucking dog just letting them walk all over me. Recently, I jst found out 2 of my closest best friends both dated my ex after we broke up wtf? They literally witnessed me going fucking crazy cause of wht that guy did to me.

for some reason everytime i'm off on a day that we have a team meeting it gets rescheduled so that i have to attend! but when other people are out of office we never reschedule it for them to attend. i'm tired of people i need an actual break!

I've felt like shit since my girlfriend left me. I've been sleeping less, talking to others less often, and not eating as much—all that kind of shit. Nothing feels worth it anymore. I've just been rotting away in my room, leaving occasionally to eat or for hygiene. I've been nothing but a loser in my room, playing shitty games, calling with the only real person I trust, doomscrolling for hours on end, and doing the thing that makes me hate myself the most, masturbating. I've continued to do this nearly every night when I'm alone, when it's dark and late. I can't stop myself from doing it. I would've stopped. I actually did when I still had her in my life. Now that she's gone, I've only began to worsen. I want nothing more than to blow my brains out tomorrow.